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Wednesday, 21 April 2010
04:18:07 PM (GMT)
Sometimes people make me feel like I am meant to be here and that they care and love me. Some people embrace me in their arms because they know deep down inside I am still a warm loving little girl who needs to know someone is there. Some people know underneath it all... I care about them even if they show no effort to care about me. Some people laugh, point, and stare. They pretend to be there for me and they let me fall on my face. Some people pretend to be sarcastic when they really mean it but i fall for their lies of sarcasm. Sometimes people see me without knowing who I am or even contemplating who I could be. People do not look for what is within and there they look for ways, objects, and things to tear the person down and if there is enough they figure that person is no one. The people who appear to have nothing wrong and have all the right things, objects, and ways are who are accepted. Even though I may talk to you and hold you to your honor; I never let my guard down to anyone. I never truly trust ANYONE. I know alot about people I consult or hang with because I lsten and generally care. I don't care what people wear, do, or say, and I wish others can be the same. Infront of my "frinds" I may chime in about people or say comments but deep down I know it's wrong. I grew up not to trust or let people in. How do I do it? Am I broken? Why do I not care about anything anymore? Why haven't I cried in two years? Am I only really good enough for the jerk offs? I have nothing to offer? My heart is as hard as a stone and my eyes will not tear even for a tragedy. Why do I not feel? I have nothing to offer? Am I only really good enough for the jerk offs?

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