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I need help... can anyone help me, please?Category: (general)
Saturday, 8 August 2009
01:45:25 AM (GMT)
After 2 years of not seeing my ex boyfriend, our friends started hanging out
regularly and inviting us. We became friends again (before he didnt want to talk to
me, for he feared I might still like him...) and now its been 2 years of friendship.
A month ago, my partner broke up with me just before I hung out with my friends, and
there my ex and I shared a very sweet kiss... we agreed that was it.
But every time I see him, I start stuttering, my conversation rate of speech is sort
of delayed, I feel uncomfortable in my own body... Realization dawned on me, that my
disfunctionality had to do with the different messages from my body and mind: and
since then, I can assume I LIKE HIM a lot. The problem is that I am afraid to say
anything! I asked a friend to talk to him, but he never found the chance, and I
don´t want to impose on him, so I told him not to worry, that I would work it on my

What can I do? I know my feelings for him, and I know he did not mind sharing a kiss
with me... shall I pursue another kiss? Or shall I ask him bluntly if he still has
any feelings for me, so that if he doesn´t, I stop creating false expectations to
Please help me! This matter keeps me awake at night and that doesn't do me any

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