okay so i was just sitting here thinking a whole bunch of shit at once.
like, "why is kupika so dead lately?" and "shouldn't monica be on now?" 
it's been so quiet and lonely. but at least drago is back.
he sent me a letter earlier today so hopefully he'll be back later.
and then i asked myself, "why am i in love with a prick, there's no reason."
this summer sucks. it's fuckin shitty. i wish my friend could at least come over this
weekend.
but she's been so busy. and now my step mom wants me to help an art class with a
bunch of toddlers, and im like nuuuu!
it's like nothing matters anymore.
last night i was talking to sanvitch.
he told me he was leaving somewhere, so he can't tell me i'm alright.
he'll be gone for idk how many days. Dx
this is sooo epic fail.
i went outside to my pond the other day and sat down and screamed bloody murder.
so for now i'm basicly sitting around doing nothing.
shit. now it's thundering and raining.
=-="
i can't wait until school starts up again.
i guess i might log off soon then.

thanx for reading
~hope~