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Today ; March 29th 2009 4:50 am 9 [my time]Category: (general)
Sunday, 29 March 2009
03:50:18 AM (GMT)
This morning around two am , i cried until three am. I don't know what got into me , i kept questioning why my mother and father aren't in my life. Or if they love me , or if anyone loves me. God, i sound so , depressed , maybe i am , maybe that's why i can't sleep. But reality of the matter is , it's all one mans fault , or at least , that's what i think. I know it's not his fault , but it makes me feel better to blame someone. I know , it's lame. But whatever , i now it's wrong. Roy , is his name , the man , no scratch that , thing , that ruined my world , when i was only three. The asshole , brainwashed my mother , cut her off from her family , cut her off from me. Sure we talk now , but not as often as I'd like to. You see i live with my grand parents , I've lived with them since i was seven. I would like to sleep now. LATERRR.

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