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My world is.....slippingCategory: sad T-T and confused @_@
Monday, 8 December 2008
09:07:18 PM (GMT)
My world is slipping.....My attitude, behavior, and social life has been corrupted. Ever since I have been in a heap of trouble with my life it hasn't been the same...I've been doing drugs, sleeping later, not really talking to my I look at it is different how I act is different. My friends that i trust just started to let go of me. I'm not getting any were in life. I have always thought of others before myself....I don't know it just don't even think of me. My school grades...dropped. My social life is less and I barely talk to anyone now. I honestly think the more drugs I do the better I feel.I know that is a load of can ask anyone of my friends they say I'm nice and talkative....they don't know what is wrong with me at all! My tunnel of light is closing...all I see is darkness. I also haven't been eating that much so I lost a lot of weight. The consequences are sue to come. Karma: what goes around comes around.

‹EvenTheStarsRefuseToShine♥› says:   8 December 2008   348379  
I know the feeling...but drugs?!
‹Aurora du Coudray› says:   8 December 2008   314766  
yeah....honestly i dont know.......
‹EvenTheStarsRefuseToShine♥› says:   8 December 2008   271456  
 I mean i've... but drugs...Please dont do something crazy
‹Kimi Korrupt.› says:   9 December 2008   538636  
I agree with Maggie'sHeartGoesBANG - Please don't do something
‹Aurora du Coudray› says:   9 December 2008   182448  
i already did....its not like im doing crack or anything dont
‹~SlowlyDying~› says:   10 December 2008   441184  
personally, I know just wut u feel, but worse
Ppl didn't turn frm me, I turned frm them.
I withdrew into my little cocoon of darkness and turned into a
completely diffrent guy.
The only thing that stopped me from totally making an end frm myself
are my 'friends' I guess u'd call them, and one grl
Whom I now live for.
‹Aurora du Coudray› says:   10 December 2008   621692  
yeah....that is pretty much what im going through too.....well at
least your not lost!
‹~SlowlyDying~› says:   10 December 2008   278922  
ya, I wuz tho, terribly
Still have the cuts to prove it...they're still not healed =/
‹Aurora du Coudray› says:   10 December 2008   628141  
im sorry i.....have cut myself...but i was trying to get handcuffs not really the same....but i want to kill myself!
‹~SlowlyDying~› says:   10 December 2008   182379  
Tho it seems like the best escape, ull miss alot
‹Aurora du Coudray› says:   10 December 2008   448683  
i guess...your right!
‹~SlowlyDying~› says:   10 December 2008   253782  
Hey, I'm gonna add u as a friend
U seem kool
‹Aurora du Coudray› says:   10 December 2008   642523  
thank you i will too
‹~SlowlyDying~› says:   10 December 2008   336983  
‹Aurora du Coudray› says :   11 December 2008   391292  
Good i added you....i hate this feeling though......and the thing is
i locked up all my emotions and i just put on a play for everyone else
sort of.......but in gewneral it feels....sad?


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