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The True Deception of LifeCategory: (general)
Saturday, 23 August 2008
01:47:04 AM (GMT)
Friends are one of the many deceptions of life
        You think you have friends 
            but you don't
        You finally realized that they do not treat you how a friend should treat
you.
        You have seen this for a while 
        but you ingnored it hoping it would get better
            but it never does
        It hurts you deep inside 
        Even though you have always known
        You know you have to let go of these false friends.
        You got into a deep sorrow
        You eventually seclude yourself from everyone and everything
        Haven't they seen what they have done to you
        Of course they haven't 
        Or they would have been your friends
        Just deal with it 
        You will never have a true friend
        You may have many friends
        But never a true friend
        Now you are warned of 
       The true deception of life.

Comments 
livereal says:   23 August 2008   377751  
mmmm.. i kidna understand.. 1 thing.. i met my 1 true friend ''rhobby
riley''.. i could trust him with my life heck i can trust him with my
life+my family's life
 
livereal says:   23 August 2008   634391  
all you gotta do is let things happen.. somethings happens for
certain reason -some are unclear but later in time things start to
clear up and you see the true friends you were looking for
 
livereal says:   23 August 2008   584867  
... i think im having one of my ''are you on crack'' moments... btw
the answer is allways _NO_
 
Edward_Cullen_Rocks says:   23 August 2008   878257  
Are u sure? Jk You know I realized the other day i only have like two
really good friends that I could trust with my life. you are a good
friend but you would die first hehehe.  They are Rachel B and Ryan C.
It's funny no matter how many times I reject him and be a little mean
he is still so nice to me. And he listens to me. Like today at
orientation he listened to my blabering for no reason
 
popsciclexdino says:   23 August 2008   634518  
I Hope I Can Get This Message Sent Before My Puter Dies But...  I'm
Sorry.  For Everything.  I Finally Relized That I WANTED To Be Angry. 
When Things Where Falling Apart In My Little World It Was Always
Easier To Just Blame Someone Else...  I Guess I Started Looking For
Someone Else To Hate... To Be Truely Angry With And When I Couldn't
Find That Person I Took Out My Anger On Any And Everything In My Range
Of Vision...  I Guess I Singled You Out Because I Figured That Ixceka,
Katilix, And Courtney B Couldn't Take My Fits Of Rage.  But As I Read
This Back To Myself I Relize That It ALL Sounds Like An Excuse When
Really I Was Just Being Mean And Selfish... Just Because I Hated
Myself Made Me Want To Make Others Hate Themselves.  I Don't Want To
Make This A Big Sob Story So Here's The Point...  Please Forgive Me. 
It's Alot To Ask And I Know You Probably Hate Me But Even When I Was
At My Meanest You Still Cared Enough To Include Me In Sleepovers,
Movies, And Mall Outtings Without A Frown.  I Really Am Sorry.. No,
Sorry Is NOT A Big Enough Word For What I Really Feel.  I Want To
Rebuild Our Friendship... Please Let Me. 

                                                                      
                  ~Rexchal
Edward_Cullen_Rocks says:   23 August 2008   344821  
I luv you Rexchal and I will listen to you when you need to vent I
forgove you how could I not? You are a better friend ....do not get me
wrong then katilix and Court B. Katie was being such a B**** to me at
GSMS and other times. CB wouldn't even say hi to me at Orientation I
know she saw me and heard me cause one time I was right infront of her
when I said hi. You are one of the other true friends I have you
atually listen to me when I need to talk. And if we have a problem
with each other we talk it out without getting angry at eachother .
That is what I really like about you.

Friends to the end
 
gothprincess says:   24 August 2008   793768  
awwwww, poor yuki! ill be here 4 u :D
 
Edward_Cullen_Rocks says:   24 August 2008   774741  
Yay! you used my nickname. Thanks hehe
 
popsciclexdino says:   24 August 2008   287963  
AWESOME... I'm Gonna Attempt The 'You've Got Mail' Thing
Only.....................................
............................................
............................................
....................................... 'YOU'VE GOT FRIEND'
Edward_Cullen_Rocks says:   25 August 2008   523916  
haha cute
 
Katilix says:   25 August 2008   822466  
Wow. I have now finally been put into the category "B****". I feel
honored.
 
Edward_Cullen_Rocks says:   25 August 2008   846658  
haha should it's a compliment
 
Katilix says:   25 August 2008   273929  
Thanks. But I don't feel comfortable with you talking about me like
that with my friends. If you'd excuse me.
 
Edward_Cullen_Rocks says:   26 August 2008   148244  
Well I was expressing my feelings excuse me and you have to realize
you do treat me badly.
 
Katilix says:   28 August 2008   292948  
Courtney, I won't lie to you; I know everything that you have ever
said about me behind my back. Knowing this, I have every right to
treat you however I want.
 
Edward_Cullen_Rocks says:   29 August 2008   842851  
And I have the right to say things that are true I only talk about
the way you treat me to my friends to try and understand you I thought
of you as a good friend and I couldn't understand why you treated me
that way I never intenially said anything bad about you if it was I
was expressing myself or I was trying to find a way to stay friends  I
do not talk about you in a mean or Oh she is sucha b**** unless I'm
just unbottling emotions and trust me some of your friends do that too
trust me I am NOT lying about anything here
 
Katilix says :   29 August 2008   526698  
HAH! That is truly funny, Courtney. You must "unbottle" emotions many
times then, I guess. I've heard many reports from my close friends on
how you've been talking about me, and I would definetly trust them
with my life over your words. This is just sad, the way you're trying
to defend yourself! Like I haven't heard that you've been calling me
names, or that you think that Ryan likes you more than me. It's almost
funny the way you're thinking things!
 

 
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