Wednesday, 28 May 2008
08:06:55 PM (GMT)
I dunno if I'll be oekaki-ing very much in the near future.
My reasons? D:
One. I spend forever on my oekakis and they don't get very much recognition. Very
rarely will one of my drawings get on the popular list. Yes, I do in fact care about
this. Don't ask me why. I don't know.
Two. Drawing oekaki makes my hands sweaty and they start to hurt really really bad.
It hurts my eyes from looking at a computer screen so much. It hurts my
shoulders/back because I'm always hunched over that dumb tablet. It makes me tired
because I spend too much time on them, and I always get oekaki ideas late at night.
Three. The crits. Ugh, the crits. I know that the crits are supposed to help me and
everything, but damn. I really do take them to heart. D: There's probably only like,
one or two people who crit me, but still. They really hurt sometimes. >.< I know all
of you have felt that you're not good enough for something at least once in your
life, because it's a life thing. Whenever I read one of the crits I get, no matter
how many times I've read them allready, they basically give me a big stab of "You're
not good enough" and I hate it. Plus, I don't need people to tell me what's wrong
with my art. I allready know. I'm the one who drew it. I know what I should be
improving on. You don't have to tell me. And, don't tell me what you personally don't
like about it, either. I DON'T CARE. D:
Four. I just don't like oekaki anymore. There's only a select few that I truly like.
I don't like my shading, and I just don't like doing oekakis. I can't focus on an
oekaki, so it takes me forever to do them, and it's like... Complicated. D: There's
still parts of the Shi Painter that I haven't figured out.I just don't like it. >.<
Uhm, soyeah. D: I'll finish up my requests and stuff, don't worry. I'll still draw on
Tegaki(Tegaki name=Spazzy) and I'll draw every once in a while. :/ The main thing in
this was to ask for no more crits. That's the main thing. Crits are bad. Crits are
My rant is complete. D: