Monday, 26 May 2008
04:34:46 AM (GMT)
I'd appreciate it if you're going to insult me or fly off the handle about how caught
up in myself I am, you don't comment.
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Holy fuck. I see why everyone says "Oh yes, middle school is much harder than
elementary." The first day I was like "OMG OMG YES IT IS HELP." but by the third I
was totally in routine. Now I'm all screwed up again. My grades especially. Some are
dropping, some are rising, but it seems like the majority are dropping. My math grade
is urgh, and I'm thisclose to having to go to I Week aka Summer School if I don't
bring it up.
And the cliques have randomly decided to become more defined. It's more groups than
cliques really, big ones. They're not as "You are not one of us, go fuck yourself" as
actual cliques, it's mostly just a bunch of us hanging out all the time. But it seems
like in my classes, I'm the only person not in one. All my friends are sort of
drifting I think. Fuck I wish we hadn't moved.
Then again if we hadn't I would have never found Kupika. Never would have found Mia
or Elisa or Gen. But still. Sometimes I regret moving. On a brighter note, I had a
hilarious time at my old school's fun night. I got extremely hyped up off of three
bags of cotton candy, one ice cream cone and was slightly mental. We won a cake and
got it all over Tyler's face and mine. It was fun though.
One more thing: Is it just me, or does almost no one like the music I listen to? Not
on here, but in real life. Everyone hates one of my three favorite bands.
Hooray for pointless ranting.