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Saturday, 29 December 2007
11:14:34 AM (GMT)
Cutting is bad.I know.I know it can kill you and that it leads to suicide.I'm aware
of that.But gawd dammit it's ADDICTING.I'm not trying to be an emo attention-seeker
by posting this.I'm not faking or anything either.I'm totally serious.I like the
sight of my own blood...I like the pain.I like the high you get after doing it.I know
I have a problem that I should get fixed.The only way that would be possible would be
to call the doctor myself.

My mom knows.She's walked in on me doing it tons of times.She doesn't scream,cry,yell
at me or anything.She just stares at my wirst and the knife,shakes her head,and
leaves the room.I disappoint her,apparently.Not like it matters...I disappoint a lot
of people.

I don't mean to sound depressing right now.Just thought I'd let those who care
know.Now get on with yer lives xP This was five seconds of yer time wasted.

anemnemii says:   29 December 2007   382314  
i started cuttin and when my mum found out she shouted ,scream and
cried at me . didn't help though
Lyncheh says:   29 December 2007   334271  
Why is it addictive? =|
‹fefexfatality› says:   29 December 2007   286823  
aww. its the same for me.... i like to watch myself bleed...i know
its wierd but... lol
and OMG! the addiction! it sucks
Dans_Babii_Gurl says:   29 December 2007   963775  
yea, i know what you mean. I used to cut all the time. I had to stop
though, a couple of months ago. But i know what you mean.
‹♫Maura♪Beyond♪Belief♫› says:   29 December 2007   258999  
I'm sry that you have to feel pain to feel good.
meeboo says:   29 December 2007   612173  
please stop! i've been through so much pain and i have never hurt
so... i believe u should stop beecause one day u will go TO far and
something bad will happen 2 u! im just trying to help..
love_swimming_girl says:   29 December 2007   327349  
i KNW!!!! it's so addicting.. i get addicted from the sight of my
blood!!  XD my mom mvr saw tho XD
CRAZI_RENOB says:   29 December 2007   397198  
I know it's addicting IDK what it is but when I do I get a sudden
rush that is amazing. My mom knows I do it she used to and she told me
I have to fix it myself with out medical help which is the best way.
But i'm not ready to give it up yet.
evil_black_panda says:   30 December 2007   571268  
I Used Too Do that...I know what you mean by It Becomeing
Addicting...But I Promssed My Friend That I Would Stop....And I Do
Keep My Promises...But Its Hard....Lately It Has Been Hard...
mike797634 says:   30 December 2007   817419  
ive never done it personaly, but a girl at school did it for months,
one teacher witnessed it and was so emotionally distraught they quit
there job
‹♥Sh0rTy-D♥› says:   30 December 2007   963448  
awww i know how you feel i almost started again but i have to kick
the habit just like drugs
Water_Elementess says:   31 December 2007   955431  

You need to see a doctor NOW.
chikapollo says:   31 December 2007   936135  
lol my best friend cut herself one day
i asked why she is doing that
she said is addicting
i told her she is crazy
one day i was lonely and i 
cut myself, and i liek it o_0
yeah is addicting
rinzi says:   31 December 2007   888832  
addiction. same here.
‹ShaylaMARIE   =]› says:   1 January 2008   274531  
i did my mom freaked and she took everything that was sharp out of my
‹fefexfatality› says:   3 January 2008   523859  
well unfortunatley... i started again yesterday 
friksha_fracture says:   6 January 2008   278117  
When my mom found i was cutting my wrists, she screamed at me....I
had to start cutting my shoulder and for some reason, it tingled and i
was mad for more!!!

Very unusual.. O.o
panda_girl says:   15 January 2008   948413  
i like eating my blood i know weird
CLOVER555 says:   21 August 2008   338175  
I like drinking my own blood,there is a cut in my mouth,and I like
keeping it bleeding so I can have the blood.
xRebeccahSaysHellooX says:   29 August 2008   914944  
I used to cut.
For like 3 years.
I trusted a friend with the secret. She told everyone.
When another girl did it, she told everyone too. And everyone blamed
She got pity, I got dissapointed faces and freak comments.
But I stopped eventually. It was really hard, but I did.
And so can yu.
‹<3 Her lips taste like a loaded gun</3› says:   16 October 2008   271454  
it is addicting
mahrush2 says :   31 October 2008   242885  
I wouldn`t cut myself.


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