Saturday, 4 August 2007
10:13:58 AM (GMT)
I wrote this so it's gonna suck!! But it made me feel better!!
today is the he broke my heart! i dont know why i still love him! he has broken my SO
many times! he always looks for the girls that are pretty, popular, and so on! he
doesnt see me here right in front of him! i guess im the shoulder to cry on, the
friend that is always there, someone he can tell his secrets to, someone he can get
advice from, someone who has been there FOREVER, someone who loves him for him,
someone who has loved him the first time we met!! when people say," You have a secret
admirer!" im that person. im the person who wont use you, like so many people have.
when he broke up with his last girlfiend the sun shined again, i felt closer to him,
i forgave him,i loved even more!!!
as i think back, when we were little, i always felt this way!! as i think back, when
we could talk forerver and never stop. now its like we have run out of things to
i wish i could have the guts to tell you i care about you, tell you i love, and i
i know your going to get your heart broken again with this new girl. i know she
dosen't love you! she knows you like her. she takes advantage of your heart, and
tells you she loves you. but she will use you.
when people ask, "do you believe in fairytales, the kind where the best friends fall
in love?". " No," i say " because it hasn't happened to me." or when they ask, "do
you believe in love at first sight?" i tell them," yes. just the other person might
not love you back at first." that is how i fell about you!!