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Sunday, 17 June 2007
07:50:12 PM (GMT)
I was alone in my dark room 
Thinking about my life in general 
And I turned on my computer because my thinking was making me sad
I was thinking about how if I die tomorrow it'll be big for maybe a week then
everyone would forget
and I found on my kupika page that I have a queston 
I opened it and saw something form Eddy
It was song 
Not just like a regulare song by some big name band it was a spng  for me
About me 
And it made me smile 
Because I've forgotten that poeple can be beautiful and caring 
Just becase I overanilize everything until everone hates me doesn't mean they do
And so for the first time in what seems like for ever I actually smiled 
Not just for some stupid joke tat wasn't even funny
Or becausesome jerk said I was awesome
Or because I heard someone likes me
It was a actual smile and I realized something
I had forgotten how good a smile felt
How it warms up the inside of your stomach and strechs to the rest of your body
And for maybe the first time in my life it felt like some one liked me 
Not just like my parents who only like me if you've done perfectly 
Or like a boyfriend who likes you out of poilitness 
Or like a friend who likes you in class
It was a person who liked me for no reason except for the sake of liking me for me
And even though this never happend before it felt good 
So I'd like to say thanks Eddy and that you've saved my lfe once again 
You are my angel even if you live miles away

Oroborus21 says:   17 June 2007   272871  
stop youre going to make me cry :-P  *too late*
freestyle13 says:   18 June 2007   134975  
Aww dont cry....
freestyle13 says:   20 June 2007   777149  
Eddy it's true you know I really would be dead if it wasnt for you
copcorona1 says:   5 July 2007   616719  
what did he say? what was the song?
freestyle13 says :   7 July 2007   568452  
Its one my profile page in the q & a section


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