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Hate myselfCategory: (general)
Friday, 26 May 2017
02:58:05 AM (GMT)
Ok, so I met my crush on the same day that my friend, Angie did. Somehow, we both
managed to fall in love with him on the same day. On that day, I was shy about my
weight so I didn't make him carry me, so I made him carry Angela, which was actually
my fault. But since that day, I think they started to like each other. I mean I like
him too so I told Angie that and my other friend Sherry, who was already friends with
my crush, Jerry, told him that I liked him. Although he knew that I liked him, he
still liked Angie who didn't even tell him that she liked him too. I have tried
everything to show him my love but he keeps rejecting me. Then he goes and do
romantic stuff with Angie. Honestly, I am kind of getting annoyed by that. I might be
starting to hate Angie even though she didn't do anything. I just wish that she was a
bad person so I could hate her but I can't... I can't hate Jerry either cause he love
who he loves. Now, I'm just the third wheel trying so hard but I'm just starting to
feel like I'm gonna explode. If he ever does ask her out, I might just burst into
tears..... So I start thinking should I unfriend him on fb and snapchat... It's just
that I really like him so I can't.... I just wish someone that I love in my life
would love me back...

lanyalil says:   1 June 2017   667887  
That's a bitter fact of life we need to accept. We sometimes fall for
people who don't care at all. But at the end ur happiness is the most
important, don't destroy it for them 
Angeline321 says :   15 June 2017   743174  
Dear lulu,
If Jerry doesnt see your beauty and lovliness...He is blind...Now if I
were you, I would get my revenge...buuuuut...u dont seem like me so
lets leave it at that...I know you will find true love someday.Even if
it dont happen right away,doesnt mean it wont happen...Stay true to
yourself and dont change your look,personality,or just yourself over
all for some dumb guy.... 


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