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Saturday, 30 April 2016
02:04:10 AM (GMT)
"You seem fine", I say to myself in my head.
I stared at him, observing his body language.
You've put off this image of a happy-go-lucky person,
But I can still see that you're broken.

It's not hard to figure out,
Continually lost in thought without a solution.
Phony, fake, disgusting, atrocious thoughts,
Yet you still try to make people believe you're a great person.


"You seem fine"
You've achieved the company you desired,
Good or bad, you really don't care.
Even the ones who destroyed your heart to begin with.

Maybe your perspective has changed,
Maybe it was suppose to happen for you,
Maybe this is temporary,
Maybe you're lying again.


"You seem fine"
My heart palpitates watching you now,
Everyone "loves" your character.
But I was the one who helped push you.

Again and again you can toss me to the side,
As if I'm a stranger.
You remember to forget our history,
And make up your own.


"You seem fine"
Actually, today I am okay.
I look at you now and feel nothing.
Breathing has helped tremendously.

The image of you I can recite like a poem.
Slowly I begin reading you,
I make sure my diction is correct.
You never loved me, just the idea of me being your therapist with no pay off.


"You seem fine"
Genuinely, I am happy for you.
I'm glad to see you try.
Even for her, I'm happy for you.

I'm happy that I never have to see you again.
I'm happy I'm able to appreciate my independence.
Most of all I'm happy for the lesson you taught me,


"You seem fine"
They say a smile can speak louder than words,
And that's all I ever wanted from you.
For some reason you enjoy flipping mine around.

My spirit may be fragile,
And I may feel too deeply.
But one thing for certain,
You'll never get another word out of me.
Last edited: 30 April 2016

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