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This poem really needs editing but I'm too tired so shut upCategory: poemsss
Thursday, 9 May 2013
04:07:59 AM (GMT)
Don't worry love,
No wait I can't call you love,
Not anymore--
Wait don't close the door!
Just listen, please,
I'll get on my knees,
Anything for a moment of your time..
I want you to know,
I'll be letting you go,
Released from my thoughts,
Whether I like it or not,
Released from my heart,
Even if it tears me apart,
I'll find a way,
Believe me when I say,
I swear I'll find a way,
To get over you.


I wanted you to be my first kiss.
Anyone else would feel wrong against my lips.
But I know you love her and not me,
So I thought I could make this easy,
Easy for you anyway;
For me it was torture, to kiss someone else,
But now my first one is gone,
And I feel empty..
I don't know what I'm saying, love..
No--! Don't hang up the phone!
Don't leave me alone.
Please, I--

Oh.

I cry at night in bed,
With a big smile on my stupid head,
Because I imagine that you're here with me,
Even tho you wouldn't want to be,
I just pretend you love me too,
And I love and kiss and cuddle you,
And we're happy here and warm and safe,
In each this beautiful, fake embrace.

But you're not here.
And I'm just a fool,
Pretending.
You're with some other girl, 
I'm alone,
And that won't be ending 

I wanna dance in circles.
If I spin fast enough,
I might shake the pain off.
If I can shake it off,
I might earn a smile,
And keep dancing alone,
For a while,
Remembering, 
How I felt about you,
And all those wishes
That never came true. 


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