Thursday, 6 December 2012
03:51:40 AM (GMT)
why is it when someone commits suiced they get all the attention?
i got no attetion when i tried to kill myself,
i lost friends,
gained lies and truths about this fucked up world.
of course when i did try i met the love of my life,
its horrible now tho.
i have no one.
my boyfriend and i,
trey, ....kenny..but he left.
jake on accasion'
im etheir with my mom or josh or stupid probation officers, or in jail
fuck this bitch intermountain? and they feel sorry?
ive been there 8 tiems, twice for 28 days.
fuck my anti social life
all of these might seem negitive,
but if you read these.
you will see what was truly inside of me
inside my thoughts, my soul
i can feel my soul fadding, and im keeping safe as much as i can
no one really knows what its like to be someone else.
we have all these unique stories of our life, some fucked up, and some really
there seems to be more deamons then a perfect life
we are sarrounded.
waiting to kill each other eveery second,
we have so much greed,
the human race needs to evaporate or we will die.
of course, i cant do shit about it.
i let nature take tis course.
brb going to play world of warcraft...