Monday, 26 November 2012
02:03:21 AM (GMT)
And he's a Senior.
And I think he acknowledges my existence.
I'm a Junior though.
And our school is full of hot senior girls.
And hotter junior girls.
He's an actor, a longboarder (Why is it always they guys who skate/longboard...)
he's NOT all white (Ikr?),
He's tall enough, he shares his seat with me on the days where we have lunch
he messages me occasionally, he thinks I'm cute,
he asked me if I had a boyfriend, we both share a love for tea,
he dresses like a snazzy man,
my mom even agrees he's attractive, we both love hats,
he loves to write just like me..
BUT he's an actor, meaning he loves acting in plays,
which means he's probably a good actor which brings out my PARANOIA.
What if he was lying when he said I wasn't chubby?
What if he's lying about thinking I'm cute?
What if he's just acting?!?!?!
And he wants to get into the military and stuff.
He just turned 18 like 5 days ago.
I'm turning 17 next month.
I knew about his existence since last year because he did a lot of the tech-y
in the musical, and I was in the musical last year.
But we didn't start talking until recently when
I started sitting at his table during lunch
because we have mutual friends. There was no room for me to sit,
so he offered to share half of his chair and stuff because it was crowded.
Lulz. It's been that way ever since.
His name's Nathan. Friggin' Nathan.
And I've got a crush.