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Sunday, 6 May 2012
09:14:09 PM (GMT)
I wish the title of this diary was just an attention getter. I wish I was just so
desperate for people to read my shitty writing that I would title a diary that. 

But no. Thursday night, when I wrote that entry about the drugs... He got really
high. He stuck his hand up some other girls shirt and gave her a hickey. 

That's why I don't like the drugs. I knew it would happen eventually. But how did I
know that? It happened to me two months ago. 

I feel so broken and empty inside. 

He apologized all of last night. Even after i turned my phone off when I woke up all
there was was sorrys. Sorrys, and I love yous. 

I layed there shaking on the bathroom floor like a psychopath, for four hours. And
all I could think about was how cuddlin with him would make everything better. Then
it occurred to me that he was the reason I was shaking on my bathroom floor. 

What to do. What to do. 

This feeling is quite shitty.

And I dont know how to handle it.

So im going to ignore it, until the hurt goes away.

Comments 
Security says:   6 May 2012   785716  
stupid idea. no offense. once a cheater...i aint gonna say always a
cheater but he did lose alot of trust and respect from you. you should
be careful falling for guys doing drugs or drinking. but since you
already fell you knew what the effects of either of them had on him.
im not giving him an excuse or anything. you should forgive and forget
but say quits to the relationship. if you guys did get back together,
fine. but know he's gonna get wasted/stoned again. and then whats
gonna happed?...YOU. NEVER. KNOW. he might give someone another hickey
for all ou know. forgive, forget, and forget.
 
SithWedgie says:   7 May 2012   119044  
Perhaps this could be a nice time to ask him to quit the drugs?
 
UIZJELOUZ says:   7 May 2012   956226  
GURL U IZ STRONG N INDEPENDAN

U DUN NEED NO MAN.

JUZ B SHUR TO DUMP HIM N NEVAR GO BACK.

U IZ DESERV BETTAR.

U IZ BEUTIFUL N SMART.

DUN BE SAD.

REMEMBUR:
"Someone out there is going to be happy that boy gathrew you away-
because now you're theirs."
 
UIZJELOUZ says:   7 May 2012   788339  
*threw
 
Nightgarden says:   10 May 2012   983287  
As someone who has been cheated on and forgave them - it was a
mistake. A big, big mistake.

It will hurt like hell, but take what comfort you can in friends and
family. There is someone out there for you. I wish you the very best.
Wiress shouts:   11 May 2012   194226  
He's lucky he's not dating me, 'cause I'd never stop giving him hell!
 
SwingingInTheRain says :   15 May 2012   212746  
He was under the influence. 

He said he'd keep the drugs to a minimum, and not around girls. 

He also said he'd put everything he could into this, and he has so
far. 

He gets a second chance, I wish a lot of people would give me one of
those. He screws up again and I'll leave.
 

 
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