Friday, 4 May 2012
11:24:19 PM (GMT)
I wait for him to answer and my heart beat went like crazy. I started to sweat a lil.
When i heard the last beat, he answered it. At his end i heard snow was mushed but i
gusse he is walked on the snow.
"hey" He said with his deep angel voice. ".......... Hey" I said in weak and dry.
"who is this? ": R "this is Brenda from Myspace.": Me "OOOOO Hey wats up?": R said
With brightness in his words. " Nm here in my house doing nothing and u .": Me i
could feel my check is red. " ooo Nm here walkin home from work.": R "oooo cool": Me
We keep talking and most of time we messaged each other in pasted days.
On February 27, 2011 is that day that changed my whole life. it was cold winter day
that R & me talked on the phone regularly . Than he ask me if u want to see him today
but i was unsure becuz it was drak outside. Idk wat to say but i say yes.
So i try to make wat should i do but no matter wat somehow i always make plan to
smooth easily. im waiting to call if he is near by. i always hope waat he look like
but some how he always bring me a smile on my face. He called and say that he is in
the park that is on my street. I told him to walked down on my street, pass the
coiner store and see another one on coiner of Redmine and Throop.
I went down stair to the coiner store and waited for him. When i got out of door then
i saw him. OMG my mind was blown out thiz world. Idkn that he really cute in real
life. He had big light brown eyes. light skin, and dark hair. I could feel my cheeks
is turned reddish or pinkish. And its really embarrassed me V.V .He was wearing long
jeans, white shirt,leather jacket with dark shone, and i could smell his cologne. So
we say hi to each other then we started to walked to Festar Park.
As we walk, we just talk more to known each other lil more. We arrived the park and
sited on the bunch. I was lil cold becuz that day I don't wearied a winter coat but i
try not to shown any reflex. I'm so nervous becuz I hadn't to got that CLOSE to him
and i never felt thiz feeling for sumone. We just sat there, look up the sky and
visualizing as we talking that world fill madness, violence, hates, and other
negativity. He did mention that he feel sick a lil about sumthing and i told him the
sumthing that im feel sick about.
He got more closer than ever !!! Sum how I could feel the warmness on my thigh. I
look down and saw his hand on it. I got my hand to hold his and all my feeling was
rise up. I lied my head on his shoulder. As i turn my head, all suddenly he kiss me
!!!!! HE KISS ME !!!!! My first kiss from him and I got feeling that he is the one !
All the hot weather from his lips , came down to my body with Sparks !!! i lower down
my head and smile and I NEVER FELT THIS WAY. He lifted my head and kiss me again !!!!
He stop and look at his phone. he look at me with his eye wide open with surprise. "
U r calling me " : R.. "Wats?" : Me.. He show me his phone and i was shocked and
worried. R and I run as fast as we can to go to a street. We stop for awhile to say
gudbye to each other and he went other direction. i headed home and i saw my father
in temper . I was scared wat he goin to me.as he saw me , he stared to curses at me
and saying shit about me and he hit me badly.
I didnt care wat my father did to me but i only care is that i found a rite guy and
my first kiss.
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