Wednesday, 28 March 2012
02:41:02 AM (GMT)
Lotsa shit has happened since I last posted something here (cause I'm sure there are
SO many people who will read this) and the tide of life doesn't seem to have a real
end in sight anymore. I believe this is the transition to what one calls "real life"
all through school. I'm scared, nervous, excited... I don't feel adequately prepared.
I'll soon know if I have a job at this awesome company which if I get I will be there
for at least 5 years or a whole lot more if I love it. Also if I get this job I'll
have to move and that would be a big step financially away from my parents who have
put me through school and payed for almost everything the 2 years I've been here.
I'll be a dude with a real job paying bills like everyone else and... and everything.
College has given me a small taste of this as I have always been paying for my phone
and with a weekend job this year my groceries and all the little stuff (not so little
when it adds up to like $250 a month >.<. The scariest thing I think is the fact
that I'll be away from my friends again this summer (and effectively indefinitely but
don't remind me of that) and I already have had to make do with only hanging out on
weekends for the past 2 years including the summer cause of my summer job.
Life is complicated. One must work for money and money can evaporate REAL quick (for
example the grey knights i'm still working on cause i can only really paint when I'm
I apologize for boring you but if it's boring would you have really read it?
"It's a dangerous business, going out your door. You step onto the road, and if you
don't keep your feet, there's no telling where you might be swept off to."- Bilbo
In conclusion, I have lost my feet.