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Tuesday, 20 December 2011
12:21:19 AM (GMT)
The first day they saw each other.. they needed another look.
Turning around thinking about them.

Saying their first words. Smiling since the first day.
Starting slowly, she questions if she feels anything for him.

They talk more and more each day.
To the point where the questions come in.

They learn almost everything about each other.
Those quiet days when he doesn't turn around.

She stares out the window while he does the same.
Soon enough they get their numbers and text all the time.

She asks him if he'd ever lie to her.
He says only if it's to avoid hurting her.

<3

Texting even more now, she keeps him company on his trip to New York.
She asks if he's bored.
He says no because he's listening to music and talking to someone who's keeping him
unbored.

She asks who.
He says you.

<3

The next day she's at a concert.
Texting him while she's waiting for the band.
She asks Do you like anybody?
He says.. Nope.
She says with a broken heart, Same...
He says don't lie.
She says how am I lying?
H- You definitely like someone.
S- Do I?
H- Yah.
S- Who do I like, Cause I'd like to know.
H- Idk, you tell me.
S- Who should I like?
H- Idk?
S- Then I don't like anyone...
H- Okay I'm just gonna flat out ask it.. do you like me?
S- Kind of..
H- I knew it.
S- Well whatever you don't like me back anyway
H- It's not that, it's just your young and immature but not in a bad way..
S- Oh.. Well the concert I'm at is about to start, got anything else to say to me?
H- That I'm sorry things didn't turn out as you hoped.
S- Well that didn't make anything better.
H- Well what do you want me to say?
S- That you like me too, but I don't like it when you lie.
H- I kinda do.
S- It's the age?
H- Pretty much..
S- Well whatever then..
H- Jeez..
S- What?
H- You sound so mad.
S- I'm not, it's not the first time I've been rejected.
H- Okay, now your just trying to make me feel guilty....
S- Not I'm not I'm just saying the truth..

**hours pass with no reply**

**after the concert**

S- I still really wanna be friends though...
*no reply*

She goes to school the next day.
He doesn't talk to her or even look at her.
She feels as if she ruined everything. 

Her friend talks to him.
He says he doesn't know why she likes him. They've only talked for 4 days 
It's been 4 months...
He likes her, but he doesn't like her age.

The next day he looks at her while she's looking away..
He turns back around and waits..

Someone gets up to leave and he see's her look at them..
He stares at her waiting for her to look back..

She never does..

He gives up...

A couple days later he talks to her..

Starting over like before..

Talking slowly...

Ignoring everything said before...

Deleting the messages ever sent....

Meeting each other all over again......

Trying again, but without secrets.
Last edited: 20 December 2011

Comments 
‹Kairos› says:   20 December 2011   937769  
I love this o3o
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   20 December 2011   680169  
@Audrey 
Thanks!
It's a true storyy ) 
 
‹Kairos› says:   20 December 2011   928578  
@TinaTheodore 
it's kinda depressing Bc I know
how the girl feels o3o 
but it's so cute and sad at the sane time 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   20 December 2011   869330  
@Audrey 
Hahaha thankss, the girl is mee :3 
 
‹Kairos› says:   20 December 2011   209741  
@TinaTheodore 
are you ok? :0 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   20 December 2011   958572  
@Audrey 
Yeahh... we're taking it sloww (: 
 
‹Kairos› says:   20 December 2011   615002  
@TinaTheodore 
always a good thing :D 
it's slot better then avoiding eachother
just to spare the awkwardness when 
really you're just making more 
 
Xx_NothingLeftButMyDisgracefulSelf_xX says:   20 December 2011   864652  
Ive had this happen.
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   20 December 2011   135366  
@Audrey 
Yeaahh :/ But I think he likes someone else now and I don't even know
how to feel....
@Xx_NothingLeftButMyDisgracefulSelf_xX 
It hurts.. :/ 
 
Xx_NothingLeftButMyDisgracefulSelf_xX says:   21 December 2011   169893  
Yes it does.
 
‹Kairos› says:   21 December 2011   331751  
@TinaTheodore 
I know how that feels too. you feel like crap.
like you had him. he was perfect. and then shit came
up and ruined both of you. and then you guys start 
talking again. in hopes hat they'll be an us in the near future
again. and then some idiot girls steal him away from you.
your guy. god I know how that feels. it sucks brah. but it'll get
better I pinky swear. 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   22 December 2011   337615  
@Audrey 
I sure hope so :/ he thinks I look good without make-up and he thought
my hair looked nice even though I didn't do anything to it. 
</3
He's flirting with this other girl now so..  
 
‹Kairos› says:   22 December 2011   663260  
@TinaTheodore 
dude he's a flirt. there's two types of flirts:
the ones hat honestly can't help it and two the
ones who do. I think he's just the kind that can't
help it, meaning he doesn't try, he jut comes off hat way. 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   22 December 2011   500403  
@Audrey 
I wish me and him could talk like before cause now he doesn't want me
to like him anymore or something... i really don't understand anymore 
 
‹Kairos› says:   22 December 2011   927631  
@AthenalovesYou 
Guys are fucking confusing like that.
I mean they think we're the confusing bitches?
ha. no man you GUYS are. 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   22 December 2011   221730  
@Audrey 
WOORRDD!! 
 
‹Kairos› says:   22 December 2011   520397  
@TinaTheodore 
A-mennnn XD 
dude best word of advice I can
give you is forget him. if he doesn't 
even wanna acknowledge you and tells
you to stop liking him he's obviously asking
for he impossible because you can't control
feelings. any fucking idiot would know that 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   22 December 2011   648965  
@Audrey 
Well he didn't tell me to stop liking him but I think he's just
talking to me when the girl he probably likes now gets off the bus :/ 
 
‹Kairos› says:   22 December 2011   813373  
@TinaTheodore 
oh fuck. I know that feeling. 
you feel like a freaking third wheel,
a spare tire he uses when the first
one isn't there anymore 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   22 December 2011   278791  
@Audrey 
Yeahh pretty much :/ 
It's like he just wants to get over me 
 
‹Kairos› says:   22 December 2011   325758  
@TinaTheodore 
guys are just stupid like that
he'll realize sometime that you 
were a fucking amazing girl to lose
to his high ass ego. it's his loss. not yours. 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   22 December 2011   962825  
@Audrey 
I hope soo.... ): I'd be dating him if I were older 
 
‹Kairos› says:   22 December 2011   161211  
@TinaTheodore 
how far apart are you Guys? 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   22 December 2011   146467  
@Audrey 
3 years. and I turn 14 before he turns 17 
 
‹Kairos› says:   22 December 2011   223366  
@TinaTheodore 
Ohh that's not too bad. I'm 17 and my bf is 18.
been together for almost a year now (: 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   22 December 2011   348709  
@Audrey 
He said he'll feel like a pedofile :/ But congratulations :D
He's 5" and I think i'm the only girl shorter than himm... 
 
‹Kairos› says:   22 December 2011   426618  
@TinaTheodore 
lmao lol thanks actually we're expecting :3
two moths along and I have a bump god I'm
pissed XD the doctors promised I would show
till atleast three to four months XD
aye I can see why he'd think like that though.
he's a junior and your a freshman 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   22 December 2011   186459  
@Audrey 
Congratulations?! Hahahaa (:
and yeaahh.. I know what you meaann ;// 
 
‹Kairos› says:   22 December 2011   354941  
@TinaTheodore 
thanks lmao I can't tell if you mean it or not XD
but yeah for some reason guys think it's weird
for that type of situation but for the girl 
it's like fuck yes! an older class rank is dating me! XD
I rmember hats how I was when steven and I got together XD 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   22 December 2011   805135  
@Audrey 
I mean it! Hahahaa
And yeahh, they feel like losers and we feel all cool and stuff :p But
they just have to feel opposite... 
 
‹Kairos› says:   22 December 2011   861901  
@TinaTheodore 
in that case thanks! lmao guess who can
balance a pepsi can on her stomach at this 
verrrrrry moment?! XD
Hm..explain the second part where they 
have to feel opposite please lol 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   22 December 2011   204647  
@Audrey 
lmfaaoo!! That's amazing!
And like they feel the opposite; you feel cool and they feel like
pedofiles.. 
 
‹Kairos› says:   22 December 2011   908059  
@TinaTheodore 
well golly gee thanks! I mean I thinks it's amazing XD
aye! omfg I know right? it's so fucking hilarious at
first and then it's adorable and then it's still cute but they
shouldn't care Bc you guys like eachother 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   23 December 2011   839002  
@Audrey 
Yeahh I guess lol ;[ but I think he likes me and a girl his age ;/
Even though she's taller than him o.0 
 
‹Kairos› says:   23 December 2011   925175  
@TinaTheodore 
stupid cunts. stupid idiot drama queen bitches. 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   23 December 2011   891777  
@Audrey 
Woorrdd!! 
 
‹Kairos› says:   23 December 2011   867079  
@TinaTheodore 
lmao dude. guys are so fucking confusing 
it's like they pms on us not the other way around
I blame their stupid pathetic high ass egos 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   23 December 2011   373857  
@Audrey 
There is no such thing as men -.- 
 
‹Kairos› says:   23 December 2011   894983  
@TinaTheodore 
unless they're all feminine XD 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   23 December 2011   999237  
@Audrey 
lmaoo!!!
I hate the bipolar ones! >.< 
 
‹Kairos› says:   23 December 2011   657641  
@TinaTheodore 
THE WORST! 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   23 December 2011   898499  
@Audrey 
They can never make up their mindd!!! 
 
‹Kairos› says:   23 December 2011   692405  
@TinaTheodore 
they need to take their damn panties off 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   23 December 2011   962264  
@Audrey 
They needdaa lay off their man periodd 
 
‹Kairos› says:   23 December 2011   136754  
@TinaTheodore 
MANERIOD!!! XD 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   23 December 2011   721919  
@Audrey 
LMAO!!! That's legit 
 
‹Kairos› says:   23 December 2011   975224  
@TinaTheodore 
as legit as it gets yo 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   23 December 2011   325563  
@Audrey 
Word to the birrrrddd, Feather turrdd, Chicken nerrd, somethin ya'll
bitches never hearrd! 
 
‹Kairos› says:   23 December 2011   171078  
@TinaTheodore 
XD I'm pretty sure you're my new bestfriend XD 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   23 December 2011   263221  
@Audrey 
Awwyeaaahh!!!
Back at yaahh ;D 
 
‹Kairos› says:   23 December 2011   549703  
@TinaTheodore 
YEAAAAHBUUUUUDDY XD 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   23 December 2011   759018  
@Audrey 
Dude.. how old are you o.o 
 
‹Kairos› says:   23 December 2011   596872  
@TinaTheodore 
on my way to 16 in a month or so 
but friends insist I'm really turning 5..o3o 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   23 December 2011   393567  
@Audrey 
Lmaaoo, i'm turning 14 soon :o i'm always friends with older people...
lolol 
 
‹Kairos› says:   23 December 2011   205783  
@TinaTheodore 
didja think I was like 70 or something o3o 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   23 December 2011   132536  
@Audrey 
17* lmaooo 
 
‹Kairos› says:   23 December 2011   718823  
@TinaTheodore 
aye atleast you were kinda close xD
but I did mean 70 xD lol but I'm not of course 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   23 December 2011   722227  
@Audrey 
hahahahaa good! O.O .... lol 
 
‹Kairos› says:   23 December 2011   306732  
@TinaTheodore 
AWKWARD NINJA BOOBS. 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   23 December 2011   867368  
@Audrey 
duuhhfuuckk?! lmfao! 
 
‹Kairos› says:   23 December 2011   442223  
@TinaTheodore 
..I felt the moment called for it XD 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   23 December 2011   427046  
@Audrey 
it made it.... ninjaly awkward! O.O 
 
‹Kairos› says:   23 December 2011   507722  
@TinaTheodore 
ninja awkward is good! XD 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   23 December 2011   363263  
@Audrey 
I love how we're just talking on my diary entry lolololol 
 
‹Kairos› says:   23 December 2011   825551  
@TinaTheodore 
my bad XD I could message if you'd preferr 
 
‹Nobody's Home› says:   23 December 2011   224732  
@Audrey 
I don't really careee lololol 
 
‹Kairos› says :   23 December 2011   784982  
@TinaTheodore 
imma message yo booty. 
 

 
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