Where we stop nobody knows-
'cos we don't care just where we go~!
lol srry-i was like-DIARY UPDATE-then the cheetah girls popped into my head XD
OHYEAH PUMP IT
So... about a week-then i'm out of school-and it's summer :/
Being a nerd-I find this sadening.
And... I have to save up a LOT of money for all the trips i'll be taking within the
next few years..
So, I'm applying for some jobs ( so far at Wendys, and probably the town grocery
store) i'm gonna try to get those 2 jobs on diffrent shifts then babysit possibly. So
I can't spend ANY money -but it'll ALLL be worth it once my trips are here-so I bet
you may possibly be wondering-so~ what're you saving for- Biihtei?
Next Summer, I'm supposed to go to Italy! YES! ITALY! I'M NOT EVEN JOKING RIGHT NOW!
8DD -for this particular trip I need $3,000. plus money for shopping. mehh food-I can
go 8 days wwithout food! XD
then...I'm suppose to be going to a DIFFRENT con next year... so that'll cost
about-ohhh, somewhere around $80.
then ALSO-Next year I go to D.C. again. -$200.
THENN, I'm saving up for my big Disney World trip-$800.
and finally-my trip to France- another $3,000.
I am gonna have to work my arse off-because I don't want someone to just pay for
me-i'd feel like WAY too much of a freeloader-and second of all-the economy and
all-money being tight and stuff, I don't want to cause my 'family' any problems-I'm
already such a big nuiscence to them all-the least I can do is become succesful in
life (if I live that long) and try to suppose them (even thought they piss me off on
SO many levels) .
so I'm just soooo stressed out right now.
Plus I have 5 graduation parties to go to- and my con is coming up, and I can't spend
money-cuz I GOTTA save-so Father is paying for my hair to get dyed. And because I'm
getting my hair platinum blonde-it'll take a few times dying it to get it as white as
I want it to be-so it'll take a few weeks-cuz i don't wanna completly fry my hair.
PLUS, I'll have Tennis pratice this summer with my 2 friends.
so-it just really stressful-and I still wanna hang out with my friends and all! I
don't won't them to think i'm abandoning them or anything-because they mean the world
to me-you've probably seen /heard this everywhere but-honestly- I don't know where
i'd be right now if I didn't have them.
I'm still the same old me-I'm just trying to take on some responsibility (lulul) I
mean, for some reason-lately-I've felt like a lot of things are immature and so
slighty things have been changing-but i still joke around and cry, so it's still me
I just wanted you guys to know where I'm at-so If i'm not on a whole lot on anything
anymore-'cept maybe at night.
It's gonna be quite the summer, I'm kind of eager to see how it'll turn out (:
and if anyone is going to colosal con this june-you should message me!! :DD
lol well-B out.
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