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Friday, 8 October 2010
05:12:01 AM (GMT)
How much longer do I need to keep this mask on?
I'm not exactly the happy, go-lucky person that everyone thinks I am; I've got my own
problems, I'm just better at concealing them.
I've lost track of the number of times I've wanted to cry, to wallow in depression
over being the doormat-like third wheel, to just ditch school so I can run outside
and scream.
I still get nightmares sometimes about IT, about the time I used to be anorexic and
cutting, about the cold white room.
I just want someone to be there for me, someone who won't ditch me and crush my heart
at the same time...someone who could save me from drowning in my emotions.

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