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I wanted to tell you todayCategory: Poem
Thursday, 9 September 2010
11:09:57 PM (GMT)
I wanted to tell you,
before you went to bed tonight,
before you closed your eyes so tight.
that I love you and always will,
but something erased that thought I feel.

Maybe it was you telling me i was a peice of shit.
mayhaps its all the things you always forgget.
maybe it was the way you called me a bitch.
and never let me regret or forget.

not telling you I loved you 
before you closed your eyes.
trying to drown out my lies.
I wish I could have been there.
to watch you relax your body,
while you slip into sleep.
that seems to be so rare.

I would have kissed you goodnight
before we said our last goobyes.
I would have told you how much I
appreciated you.
but youd only think it were a lie.

I would have told you 
all the thigns I cant.
due to fear and regret.

I wanted to tell you before you slept.
how happy I am that we had met.
but still yet,
I wounder why I couldnt.
the slap before the knife.
all the old fights.

either way, 
I still wish I could have told you today,
that I loved you.
sad how some things must change.

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