I have an awesome boyfriend, his name is Shawn. I know i used to be in love with
mackenzie, but he said he likes me, just not enugh to date me. I hurt me to hear him
say that. It's like he likes my personality but thinks im ugly, or vis versa.

Anyway, Shawn was there when i was sad. He didnt try to catch me on the rebound. He
was just there, being my friend, calling and txting me and saying that im special and
cool  Last sunday he asked me out. i was so happy! XD i couldnt believe it! Now
it's been 5 days that we have been together and it just keeps getting better. 

some stuff about shawn:

he is 15
he lives on the other side of the country
he has dirty blonde hair that is almost brown
he has blue eyes
he lifts weights
he is the sweetest guy ever
he is AWESOME

and i guess no1 cares but im still not completely over mackenzie and i have to esee
him every day....he is EVERY 1 of my classes and he txts me all the time......but
still Shawn is AWESOME.....anyone have any advice or comments or ANYTHING?