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Tuesday, 15 December 2009
02:54:00 AM (GMT)
Okay, you get a feeling, u walk by sometimes... u wanna say something but-- T_T u
hesitate. Then l8er u regret it. You get all mad and sad... never happy or excited.
Your walking in the halls with no one around.. it's all empty and it's only you. You
wish that --- would come around the corner and say "Hi!" BUT, your wish doesn't come
true... and you hear an "aw.." sound in your head. (depressing) you keep looking
behind until you reach the top of the stairs... you look down. Nothing. You keep
walking hoping --- will be wandering somewhere. Nothing. (depressing) You go in the
room, hoping --- will be there for some sort of reason. Nothing. (depressing) You sit
down, and your friend starts talking to you. All's you do is say "ha ha"
(sarcastically) And nod. Then you leave to go somewhere again, hoping the same thing,
doing the same thing, wishing the same thing.. but of course, nothing. (depressing)
You wish you could just fall and cry and feel ashamed... having people say "what's
wrong?" and "what happened?" and all's you do is nod your head no. Adults will do the
same, as well. But, you can't, they'll think you have some sort of problem... and
all's you do about it is, you hide it. Your sad inside, but looking great and okay on
the outside. No one will ever know. And buddy, you won't even write it, say it to
yourself or even dare think of it a lot. You just pretend like nothing ever happened.

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So, i was walking with my friend, Kayla, today... we had to go somewhere, and so she
kept talking about something with her dad falling on the floor cause he tripped...
and i was TRYING to listen, BUT i was REALLY hoping that ------------ would come
somewhere around...... -growl- so.... she RAN upstairs which meant i had to also. i
kept looking down, kept looking behind, nothing. (depressing) Then she finds me
looking back and all around, and asks, "What are you doing?" My reply was, "I saw a
bee and didn't wanna get sung." T_T She BEGAN TALKING AGAIN! T_T I didn't listen. But
of course! Bad things come back around.. i ran into a pole and nearly fell! She asked
if i was okay... i said yeah, no-duh! But that really DID hurt me, hurt me in the
head! (depressing) So yeah, i was NOT okay! I lied, and just kept walking. Then some
guy walks around the corner, literally around the corner, and my hope ran up then ran
back down. (depressing) T_T What a nice story, aka the SAME ONE EVERY TIME I TALK TO
HER! God! (depressing) TOO Depressing! Back in the room i was. T_T "gdklhfujgjh" i
said. No body spoke to me that whole time. (depressing)

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Last edited: 18 December 2009

‹Little Ching-o› says:   15 December 2009   683891  
That was... Depressing.
But I can relate to it.
Zowey says:   15 December 2009   866117  
interesting, it's why i wrote it, it relates to me.
munchkin99 says:   18 December 2009   218724  
Zowey says :   19 December 2009   258432  
yes, yes i know.


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