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look at me im artsy and pretentiousCategory: (general)
Thursday, 3 September 2009
07:56:25 AM (GMT)
I'm making fun of myself in the title so I'll convince myself I'm not self-conscious
about this stuff and if anyone reads it I won't feel as embarassed, y'know? I tend to
be a perfectionist about things like this. So let's do this! Have a little

ALSO critique and comment, please? I love hearing what people think, both good and

I had a thought: a process to reveal all

so I grab my stylus
and polish blank papyrus

into a mirror

but it's hazy and unclear
I gaze at these reflections

and I see nothing

I don't know

So what do you do
when you're essentially screwed up
An angry angsty emo teen
Be obscene?
Be geeky over keen?
Screw that I have too much pride
Instead I'll run

and flee

and hide

Colour me a window
Colour me a window
Paint me a start
Show me the map
of the way to your heart

I left without Bye-ing
but I've been homesicked to death
by the Hue of your voice
and your warmth and your breath

this white road is weeding
our Red garden now grey
the Heartseas are empty
and Skysingers went away

while our Sharehome is dying
on this lonely seashore
I Shade black frustration
'cause you locked the front door

you drew the curtains
Erased the flamelights
to ignore me in favour of
blank-canvas nights

I'm sorry. I'm scared.
let's rekindle love's Art
Colour me a window
Paint me a start

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