Thursday, 28 May 2009
10:21:07 PM (GMT)
I have a problem, a guy problem.
And it's also a friendship feud problem.
You see my friend likes this boy, she REALLY likes this boy.
And I've had quite a few crushes on this boy too.
I don't like him RIGHT NOW but I'm starting to.
There's a pattern with my crushes on this boy.
In 4th grade,-i liked him.
5th grade- i didn't
6th grade- did
And theres another pattern,
Every four years when I have a crush on him,
I feel like I'm in love with him.
Next year, I'll be in 8th grade and In 4th grade i thought I was in love with him.
That means that my crush on him will feel like im in love!
And my friend thinks she's in love too!
Me and her and me and him are best friends.
WHAT DO I DO!
i don't want to fight with or hurt my friend.
And This boy is my best guy friend!
But i don't want to lock my heart in a cage!
And it may not be a problem now, but in a way... it is!
Because even when I'm, not crushing on him, I'm still attracted to him!
And i know he said he'd never date me and he's rejected my friend many times,
i can't help but feel the way i do about him!
And as much as it'll hurt me for him to know, i want him to.
Last year in 6th grade, i told him that i had a crush on him, 3 days before my 12th
birthday, and he ignored me until the end of school on my birthday!
And I think I should tell him again.
i know the consequence for this.
I will have to give up two wonderful friendships, the one I have with him, and the
one I have with the other girl.
Can anybody help me?
I'm scared and don't know what to do!
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Last edited: 28 May 2009
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