Wednesday, 13 May 2009
12:03:57 AM (GMT)
It's when he smiles that I can't look away.
When he puts his head down or frowns I can't smile.
Holding me as close to him as he can is where I always want to be, no matter what.
I miss when my heart misses a beat when I see him.
Being strong, trying not to cry, putting him down, mummbling that it wasn't my fault
is the only way to fool myself into thinking that I had nothing to do with it.
When people say that everything reminds them of the one they love... I'm one of those
Like in a new relationship, you're so close with eachother... too early to know that
it wouldn't work.
When we first found each other... thinking it would last forever and that you
wouldn't hurt me...
As far as things go, things change.
But my feelings for you didn't.
I got mad, sad, stressed, frustrated...
As I whisper "this is how it starts."
Those stupid fights, those broken smiles...
A minute alone with you is all I need....