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broken and deadCategory: (general)
Thursday, 2 April 2009
12:24:15 AM (GMT)
i feel so dead 
no thoughts no emotions
i lie here torn to pieces
no sadness, no happiness
so dead, so broken
its not your fault its mine
i let this happen to me
i let it come to this
but you still stand their not giving a shit
you liked what you did to me
 it may be mostly my fault
but you helped cause it 
you tore me to pieces
you ripped my heart
you fucked me up right from the start
i cant cry, i cant scream
i wish this was all just a dream
i lie awake through the night shaking
from all the pain that i am taking
i help all these bastards that dont deserve shit
cause all they do is take it
they dont do shit to stop it
they dont do shit to change it
they lie, bitch, cry, scream, use, abuse, and complain
i help them taking away all their pain which drives me further insane
you cut your wrists and pop pills
drink yourself to intoxication hoping it all heals
but that wont work so i go to help you
even though you yell at me and scream at me
saying i dont care 
when noone else is even their
and i just dont care about myself 
im the one that should seek some help
i liked the abuse, i liked getting used
i let you control my emotions
i let you rip at me and tear at me
you left footseps through my heart
leaving your bloody mark
you enjoyed assasinating my heart
i was always their for you yet you never cared
your a selfish bastards
this was just a test
to see who would win
and i was stupid to give in
i let you hurt me, i let you break me
i could of stopped it but i wanted to take it
because even though i hated every minute of it
it taught me a lesson that i hated to learn

‹(-x-)KileyKABOOM(-x-)› says:   2 April 2009   223134  
i like it. too bad i cant write successful poems and stuff
‹YouYearnKeira'sToxicKiss› says:   2 April 2009   782226  
wow thats deep
MakeItLast says:   2 April 2009   497565  
This is my favorite part..

'I liked the abuse, I liked getting used
I let you control my emotions
I let you rip at me and tear at me
you left footsteps through my heart
leaving your bloody mark
you enjoyed assassinating my heart'

Your an amazing writer hun,
and you should continue with what you do,
because you seem to amaze
everyone more and more each time.
I just wasted your time;; I suck at writing comments. D:
‹I Love My American Emo Boy› says:   2 April 2009   251748  
Deep and so sad
‹þåïgê[ßrïåññå'§ Ðï¢k§†ï¢k]☮› says:   3 April 2009   333831  
you okay?!
Sarkoh_Suicide says :   10 April 2009   867768  
Wow, thats deep. I absolutly love  it.

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