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Bear;Category: Emotions
Tuesday, 10 February 2009
08:29:46 PM (GMT)
 Isn't it crazy?
How when something bad happens you want to forget it all?
But at the same time you want to remember forever?
It's a crazy little thing, when you get attached and then it's ripped away.

But now i'll explain what this is all about.

Okay i know most of those close to me will remember Velvet.
(If you don't go check My Diary and Picstream)
Anyways, i broke my heart, didn't think it was possible to fix.
I have been trying, (Thank you all my loves.)
I never thought.
But i guess Strange things happen.
I didn't think my mom knew how i felt about Velvet.
Maybe she kinda guessed.

I'll go back to this morning.
I had a massive fight with my mom because i was late and i had to go to a careers
talk.
So i endured a day of school even though i was sick.
Then i got home and began cleaning just to please her.
Can you even imagine how surprised i was?
I thought she'd come home really pissed off.
But instead she comes in holding a box and says
"Meggie i'm sorry about this morning, But look, i thought you'd understand why i had
to get it"
She handed me this cardboard box.
I opened it and then the tears started streaming down my cheeks.

For in that box was a tiny black rabbit.
It may not mean a lot to you, but to me it meant so many things.
This baby just brought back all those wonderful memories that got hidden by the
guilt.
I gently took it out and hugged it to my chest.
And that little rabbit sniffed my cheek.

You may not believe in people being reincarnated, but i'm beginning to wonder
myself.
My mom may have thought it would replace Velvet.
But it never will.
I shall hold it just as dear to my heart though, for it brings a new hope to me.
One so small just needs to be loved and who am i to deny it of that?
So i'm writing this diary to introduce you all to my new baby
Photobucket
And here he is.
I named him Bear.
Just thought you'd like to know what made my day so much brighter.
I'm sure Velvet will watch over us from above.
Feeling happy that i've decided to take care of another little heart
♥
Last edited: 6 March 2009

Comments 
‹{{Bad♥Influence}}› says:   10 February 2009   339796  
AWWWW
Iz Tht Who I Seen On Web Cam
lol
WHY DIDNT U TELL ME BITCH
lol
Itz Gorgeous x]
♥ Xx
 
‹EvenTheStarsRefuseToShine♥› says:   10 February 2009   211767  
 Yeah sorry
Didn't realise
 
‹♥ ≈ ●ςдї†ұ● ≈ ♥› says:   10 February 2009   879775  
lol
itsk
♥ Xx
 
poetic_justice says:   11 February 2009   495865  
I think I forgive you now for not coming last night :D

It's alovely rabbit~
‹EvenTheStarsRefuseToShine♥› says:   11 February 2009   928537  
Gah i knoww x]
Thankiess
I just couldn't face going last night
I was exhausted 
 
‹ifONLYtonight.› says:   17 February 2009   592245  
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
thats a nice story 
<3
lovelyyyyyyyy cute wabbit ;-D
 
‹EvenTheStarsRefuseToShine♥› says :   17 February 2009   595518  
Aha
 

 
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