Tuesday, 10 February 2009
08:29:46 PM (GMT)
Isn't it crazy?
How when something bad happens you want to forget it all?
But at the same time you want to remember forever?
It's a crazy little thing, when you get attached and then it's ripped away.
But now i'll explain what this is all about.
Okay i know most of those close to me will remember Velvet.
(If you don't go check My Diary and Picstream)
Anyways, i broke my heart, didn't think it was possible to fix.
I have been trying, (Thank you all my loves.)
I never thought.
But i guess Strange things happen.
I didn't think my mom knew how i felt about Velvet.
Maybe she kinda guessed.
I'll go back to this morning.
I had a massive fight with my mom because i was late and i had to go to a careers
So i endured a day of school even though i was sick.
Then i got home and began cleaning just to please her.
Can you even imagine how surprised i was?
I thought she'd come home really pissed off.
But instead she comes in holding a box and says
"Meggie i'm sorry about this morning, But look, i thought you'd understand why i had
to get it"
She handed me this cardboard box.
I opened it and then the tears started streaming down my cheeks.
For in that box was a tiny black rabbit.
It may not mean a lot to you, but to me it meant so many things.
This baby just brought back all those wonderful memories that got hidden by the
I gently took it out and hugged it to my chest.
And that little rabbit sniffed my cheek.
You may not believe in people being reincarnated, but i'm beginning to wonder
My mom may have thought it would replace Velvet.
But it never will.
I shall hold it just as dear to my heart though, for it brings a new hope to me.
One so small just needs to be loved and who am i to deny it of that?
So i'm writing this diary to introduce you all to my new baby
And here he is.
I named him Bear.
Just thought you'd like to know what made my day so much brighter.
I'm sure Velvet will watch over us from above.
Feeling happy that i've decided to take care of another little heart
Last edited: 6 March 2009