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whats on my mind (isn't that the purpose of a diary???)Category: (general)
Tuesday, 1 April 2008
07:55:01 PM (GMT)
ahhh boredom. whenever i arrive at my home, i automatically sink into a pit of
depression and boredom, often not lifted until i sleep. occasionally, if i leave the
house and go somewhere, its better, but ya.
i would write a poem, but i can't write worth anything anymore. any talent i had, i
lost with my medication.
i would draw, but the images won't come. 
i would read, but when i try, i get distracted and go back into my depressed state.
instead, i go onto the internet, hoping to talk to someone, although, they aren't
online until later, therefore defeating the purpose. 
oh, occasionally i will attempt to call someone, but once in my state, it is
extremely difficult to exit it, even talking to the one i love, or any of my
friends....*le te-ar*
and now, i am writing this diary entry, in hope that if i do something, i may be
destracted long enough to be happy for a short while.
its not working. 
i could attempt to space out, but thats what causes this in the first place, thinking
too much.

Six says :   1 April 2008   396378  
You could make up a story in your head!!! It could be about what you
wish happened to you...its really fun and makes time go by quick.

Just dont kill yourself ok!!!


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