Saturday, 15 March 2008
03:08:00 AM (GMT)
I think I'm going to start doing a series of diaries called Something to Think
Yeah. :] This won't be anything uber controversial, just drabbles about my life, and
some insight maybe.
Ok so we can start with this- I hate gym class. And no, it's not because I'm just too
lazy to get up and play. XD;;
I'd enjoy it if it wasn't for the team games.. I suck at them. ^^; If I try to play,
I fail, if I don't, the same effect. My peers yell at me: "Catch the ball!" "Pay
attention!!" "Out of the way!" "Stupid bitch!" "You're worthless!!" :[ I do try
Anyways.. I actually smiled for the first time in a while- a nice break from the
melancholy that spread like a wild fire. It was unexpected too.
I found out that I have gym every day, twice on Tuesdays and Thursdays. I was down
about this until I found out about who is in the class. More or less the "popular"
group if your a label person. I talk to them, they talk back.. They acknowledge me,
it feels good. ^^ So I don't get made fun of quite as much in my new gym class. :]
And Desi is in the class too! So I smiled..
Until my gym teacher said we were swimming this week. Now, I like swimming as much as
the next girl but I'm too self concious. I feel so fat, though I'm supposedly the
perfect weight for someone my age and height... >_< Not only that, but I started...
O////o Not like anyone needed to know that. Anyway! As you read on my profile, I
faint every once in a while. So, when we don't bring our swimsuit for gym, we have to
sit in the pool area and watch. And it is so hot in that room, you have no idea, and
over heating is my main cause of fainting.. But the gym teacher wouldn't believe me
if I told her, so I didn't. But! Desi to the rescue! XD I was talking to Desi(who
doesn't have to participate because she just had surgery) on the way to gym, and she
wanted me to tell Mrs. Meyer(the gym teacher) about my situation, and I said no. So!
She told Jessi about it, and Jessi told Mrs. Meyer, and she let me sit in the hall! I
was so glad, I was getting dizzy already. So that made me happy, not fainting! Thanks
again Desi, if your reading this. XD But fate had to catch up with me.. I've felt
horrible since I got home from school. :[ Completly miserable.. Maybe I need sleep..
I just need relief you know..?
The end for now..