Monday, 9 July 2007
01:58:37 PM (GMT)
I think I am begining to beat the bullys.. today I saw them and well I just held my
head high and they tried to trip me up but I moved and she tripped x] That showed
her.. they haven't done anything else really... which is FANTASTIC! I have been
drawing loads of Oekaki's and I want to get good but I haven't been using the
software for a long time so I'm not exactly a master at it.. I'm feeling kinda low..
I don't really know why. I wish I could just blend in at school, I mean I know loads
of people, and I'm not being a boastful cow.. but alot of boys think I'm 'fit' and I
hate it.. Its as if I'm a doll and they can play around with me and think I have not
feelings.. I wish no-one fancied me. I would be so much happier. I really do not like
school, I hate everything about it especially the people.. I have 3 really good
friends and thats it.. the others I can't trust because its all so bitchy and
two-faced.. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it.. =[ I wish this day would
end. I wish I could be in Limbo forever and get away from it all. I wish I was never
List of things I hate..
1. My fatness and how I can't get rid of the fucking thing however hard I try.
2. The Bitchy people at my school who make it worse than hell.
3. Bullys.. =
4. The way the boys use me as a doll.
Things I love..
1. My strange looks.
2. My friends that I can trust.
4. Australia and how I am so desperate to move there.
5. Gemma Ward, Lily Donaldson exc. exc.
Well at least there is one more thing I love than hate.. =]