Monday, 2 July 2007
04:53:41 AM (GMT)
Well, life as of right now is going relatively well. Previously, though, it was a
bit of a damper. The unfortunate past is making me somewhat doubt the good things
coming my way at the time. It is kind of bringing the bliss down a step, as if
something is trying to drag me down off of my sliver-lined cloud nine. How the hell
did they come up with that metaphor, anyway? Anyway, I'm trying to bring up my
selfconfidence. Amazingly, Carrie Underwood's songs seem to have summed up my life.
Well, until some drastic things occured. Just when I had confinced myself of
something, something happened to completely revoke my decision. It actually made me a
little angry. Then, something better happened that brought me right up to this cloud
I'm floating around on. My cloud, though, seems to be a little thin and
untrustworthy. I don't really want to trust it. But I have to get over that, don't I?
That's just how things are. Nothing seems stable anymore. Why put my faith on
something that I'm not sure of? Jeez, why are things so complicated? Why can't I just
take what I get and be happy with it? Oh, well. I guess I'll figure things out. I'm
open to advice, if yu have any. Wow, I never thought I'd hear that. Good night, all.
Well, now I guess it's good morning.