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Saturday, 30 August 2014
10:31:22 PM (GMT)
I dug my own grave the moment I started thinking negatively.
I took a step towards the hole when I let the thoughts take over my mind.
And then I started falling...falling...falling...until I hit the bottom.
Until I crashed, my whole world crashed.

So here I am, paralyzed, trapped in this hole- dark, and lonely.
No way to escape, I'm stuck here, in a hopeless situation.
And all I can do is lay here, thinking about what you might be doing now.
If I could at least talk to you once again, ask you how's life...If you're alright,
how you're feeling.

And if you still miss me, because...

No. I bet you don't miss me. I bet you don't even want to talk to me anymore.

So I put my phone down, and let the thoughts consume me once again.

And as I cry and regret what I've just shows how real this is.
This wasn't a dream. Because pain is real, and hell, I'm feeling it now.

How long do I have to pay the consequences? Why can't I just be okay when I wake up
tomorrow morning?

Because I promised you forever.

And how long I will stay here.

~Now...the day has come. I want you, and you don't want me...~
Last edited: 30 August 2014

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