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Friday, 2 September 2011
10:18:24 PM (GMT)
So, we had a school assembly today. I guess it was a pep assembly? Pshht who knows.
But one thing I DO know, is my ex came on stage and basically, in his words,
"confessed his love for me."

-Flashback activated-
The other day my ex emailed me and said "hey i want u back" and we talked for a
little bit, and I asked him
to prove it. He said, "I will i prmise just wait 4 tmrrw k ill prove it"
-End Flashback-

So, I go to school. Everything was alright...
until that stupid assembly.
We were all in our seats, the 1400 kids that go to my school, waiting for the
principal.
My ex gets on stage, grabs a mic, and said the following,
(not exact words, but pretty close)
"Hi guys. You're probably like 'why is this dude up here, yo? We're waiting for the
big guy.' *people laugh* but,
I have to say something to James. James Freemont.
And yes, I will ultimately embarrass you and myself. But you told me to prove it, so
I will.
James, I still love you. I feel bad for all the shit we've been through and that I've
put you through. I had a talk
with my mom, and she made me realize how much I've fallen for you. Things will be
different, I swear. Just
give me another chance."

I was sitting in the front row, and could feel everyone's eyes on me.
He got off stage, walked to my seat, and kissed me.
For a long time,
and he started crying.
He asked what my response would be, 
and I was sortof crying then,
and I said, "I have to think about it."

WHAT SHOULD I DOO?
Should I take him back or say "Fuck you."?

Comments 
‹RazorBladeLimeade› says:   2 September 2011   756774  
say fuck you.
He's put you through to much james
 
‹<3.What.A.Wonderful.Caricature.Of.Intimacy.<3› says:   3 September 2011   191660  
Ohmygoodness. That's the sweetest thing someone could ever do, But to be honest, I still wouldn't trust him. And if you decide to get back with him and he hurts you.. I'll prepare the butter c:
 
PhotoFinish says:   3 September 2011   456141  
I'd still say no him, he had his chance and he lost it.
 
Written says:   3 September 2011   514565  
@TonightWeDineOnTheInnocent 
@PhotoFinish 

I think I will. I don't trust him. Plus he threatened to kill me and
all :/

@Big_City_Dreamss 
Ikr? That's why I was sortof crying.
It was so sweet. xD
And LOL.
You probably wouldn't have to worry bout that c: 
 
‹<3.What.A.Wonderful.Caricature.Of.Intimacy.<3› says:   3 September 2011   526546  
@Written 
Well. I like throwing butter. SO IF HE'S CREEPING ON YOU, THE BUTTER IS READY C:
 
‹Cyborg~Cinderella› wonders:   4 September 2011   589044  
OMGs that rite outta a storybook X3.
but if threatened to kill u, well u shouldnt take him back, even if
its hard to say no. that guy doesnt deserve you.
@‹<3.What.A.Wonderful.Caricature.Of.Intimacy.<3›
i shall join you in the throwing of stuff, but i prefer marshmallows
CX 
 
Written says:   4 September 2011   683703  
@Big_City_Dreamss 
LOLOLOL.
Okaii dear <3

@Wishuponabrokenheart 
Thanks. c: And ikr? 
YUS. PELT HIM WITH MARSHMALLOWS AND BUTTER.
 (Can I record it? >.> )  
 
broken_into_hearts says :   5 September 2011   540007  
i would find that guy and slap him in the face for that
 
 
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