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Tuesday, 30 August 2011
10:42:50 PM (GMT)
5 years ago, my heart broke apart, without ever having felt something good ...
5 years later i still never experienced anything with affection, tnederness, romance,
attraction, affection or love 
But here I am as a happy person most of the time... making the best of the time of my
life ...
traveling the world, finding friends back home, and flooding my brain and heart with
good thoughts  
But one question remains 
cause I feel like now after 5 years i've rebuilt my crippled heart, i managed to get
the puzzle together of it 
finally after so long ... but one piece is missing, the final piece ...
and i found two pieces so far but i don't know which one is the right one and if i
choose the wrong one the whole puzzle could be destroyed once more ...
Thats why i wanna get it right... 

piece 1 would be ... Finally go out and kiss a girl ... even if we're not together
after i'd finally feel like im a worthy man being kissed by a girl that obcviously
liked at least the way i looked and i approached her ....
Problem 1st. how to find such a girl fast? ... how to get a girl to kiss me? where to
find such a girl? explain me ...
2nd I w2ould never have that special first kiss with my first girlfriend although i
waited for so many years with that kiss

piece 2 would be living on witohut that kiss .. always wonderin if i can seem
attractive to a girl enough that she would truly wanna kiss me so much
it would mean hoping i could get to know some special girl without being able to just
impress a girl .. cause im not a casanova ... im a kinda shy, nice, fit, smart boy
Problem: that doesnt change the situation of my life much right now id have to hope
to find that girl real soon cause im so sick of waiting and seein how everyone has
kissed, has slept with a girl, has had all the romantic and tender stuff, has had
love, has maybe even moved in .... and just me although im one year older than most
of my friends i never even kissed a girl although most did over half a decade ago

so yh ... what do you think? 
or what would you ask? ... 
tell me please what you think and how you feel about it  
and if you have any further comments just ask

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