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Dear DaddyCategory: Poetry
Sunday, 12 June 2011
03:11:30 AM (GMT)
Dear Daddy,

Where were you those times when i called your name ... when i needed you by my side
to guide me through the night.
Daddy where were you when i needed you to guide me to the light, but no your never
there ... your in front of that death
trap device known as a computer. I need you to be there for me ...  to hug me when
i'm sad; to tell me everything is gonna
be okay, or just to be my dad.... but no all you are to me is another douche bag
hiding in the field waiting to strike me... 

Wheres that figure that i needed to look up to all my life, wheres that figure that
would keep me sane all these years .... right
beside me? no ... 200 feet from me .... working on getting into another girls pants
already ... i thought you loved her; Mom i mean
You looked so happy together, then you have to go fuck things up ... fuck things up
and make the rest of us look bad... but why?
why waste your time getting married ... why waste those tiring not to mention bitchy
9 months of labour to give birth to the disaster
known as me.... if you loved me so much you would be here for me now in my darkest

You know what dad ... I'm not gonna grow up to have a great job ... im not gonna grow
up to be exactly what i want ... but i do know this
.... one day i will have kids, adopted or not ... and i will be the one thing you
have never been for me ... whatever that kid wants they'll get
If their hurt i'll guide them back down that tunnel of hate and help them when they
need it ... i'll be there for my child. Unlike you. 

This is my fuck you to your life dad, take what you've thrown at me for years ... ive
had it. 

    Sincerally, Damian Absynth

‹The Guardian Angel› says:   12 June 2011   410101  
I'm sorry dude :/
‹zoe-THE-freak› says:   12 June 2011   910539  
FallenAngelBVB says:   12 June 2011   136276  
@Athea  dont be its not your life :/ 
‹The Guardian Angel› says:   12 June 2011   499814  
but i can still feel bad for you, my mom left me when i was 3 but came
back when i was 10 so i can kinda relate to what you feel 
‹<3What.A.Wonderful.Caricature.Of.Intimacy<3› says :   13 June 2011   558341  
My dad just died, and I really loved him, but I van feel your pain,
for a while I thought he didn't love me, but once he died I realized
he did and he was one of the most important people in my life.

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