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Swan SongCategory: (general)
Tuesday, 17 May 2011
04:04:02 PM (GMT)
There's a vacance in my soul,
There's a gap deep in my heart.
Don't know where I'm going
I just don't know where to start.

The chaos of my mind
Meets the calmness of my soul.
And all I see are memories....
Memories....
Becoming clear now.

Lying in my bed,
Sitting on my chair.
But I just want a home.
I might just belong there.

Windows pushed wide open
Cold rain pouring in.
But the thing is, I don't care now.
This hole needs filling in.

White dress going see-through,
Clinging to my skin.
Green eyes finally reflecting
The madness from within.

All my life I've hidden
Knowing something's wrong.
...
Different.
But too afraid to sing my final song.


So now I'm indoors, sitting
By the fire. Mind is blank.

I wish they'd let me fall alone.
They know I can't come back.

Comments 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   17 May 2011   356053  
You're a poet, and I didn't even know it! (;
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   17 May 2011   119227  
@Retro_Rainbows 
I also write lyrics for my band 

I don't normally write poetry, I much prefer prose, but poetry's good
for vents, even if it does make me sound like I want to kill myself xD 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   17 May 2011   712449  
@SoulLostAndFound 
Woah- awesome! :D
I agree- I'd never put my poetry here, 'cause I'd sound emo, or
something. Prose is, by far, easier for me. I love writing, so yeah.
x] 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   17 May 2011   444007  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Yeah, I've given up caring that people probably think I'm emo!! I'll
probably never meet them! X) 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   17 May 2011   575359  
@SoulLostAndFound 
LOL, I can't help but care, as I'm really self conscious! xD 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   17 May 2011   922159  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Awwh! Don't be!! I know it's easier said than done though... took me
ages to not care  
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   17 May 2011   201842  
@SoulLostAndFound 
I always have been, always WILL be. D; 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   17 May 2011   792925  
@Retro_Rainbows 
D'awww! It's not necessarily a bad thing :D 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   17 May 2011   510638  
@SoulLostAndFound 
I go...overboard. xD 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   17 May 2011   910090  
@Retro_Rainbows 
:o
Man overboard!!
Throw a life ring! No, that's a party ring. I'll eat that, and you're
fired :P 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   17 May 2011   417560  
@SoulLostAndFound 
LOL, cheers, mate. :P 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   17 May 2011   627364  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Ooh-arrr, me hearties :D 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   17 May 2011   477379  
@SoulLostAndFound 
Ahoy, ye landlubbers! :P 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   17 May 2011   560878  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Arrr, we 'ave moved on from talkin' like Englishmen! 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   17 May 2011   267520  
@SoulLostAndFound 
Innit?! :P 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   17 May 2011   536682  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Nah, dats chav, innit?! 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   17 May 2011   410342  
@SoulLostAndFound 
Blad, don't jock ma swagg. (; 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   17 May 2011   859070  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Is it worrying that it takes me a while to figure out what you just
said?! XD 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   17 May 2011   154337  
@SoulLostAndFound 
Naaa, mate, ennih? 
LOL 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   17 May 2011   419126  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Umm... Indeed, good fellow ^^" 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   17 May 2011   214005  
@SoulLostAndFound 
LOOL, you iz not understandin ma chaviness? 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   17 May 2011   692118  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Erm... Care for a pot of tea, old chap? ^^"  Crumpet? 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   17 May 2011   620719  
@SoulLostAndFound 
Most certainly, old bean! Will there be, perchance, any scones? 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   18 May 2011   661920  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Oh indeed! My friend, indeed!!!! 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   18 May 2011   240844  
@SoulLostAndFound 
Jolly good then! (; 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   18 May 2011   611098  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Ah yes xD 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   18 May 2011   148097  
@SoulLostAndFound 
We're so strange. xP 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   18 May 2011   980416  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Haha!! Best and only way to be, m'dear  
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   18 May 2011   552341  
@SoulLostAndFound 
True, very true! ;P 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   18 May 2011   599017  
@Retro_Rainbows 
....
....

BLUB 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   18 May 2011   233549  
@SoulLostAndFound 
BLUBBA BLUB? 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   18 May 2011   955299  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Flobber dobber dob 

Bill and Ben FTW  
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   18 May 2011   796065  
@SoulLostAndFound 
I USED TO LOVE BILL AND BEN THE FLOWERPOT MEN. CLASSIC! <3 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   18 May 2011   808863  
@Retro_Rainbows 
They're made of win!! (And flowerpots...) 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   18 May 2011   216910  
@SoulLostAndFound 
AND RAINBOWS
AND SUNSHINE
Oh, wait, that's My Little Ponies....x] 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   18 May 2011   728376  
@Retro_Rainbows 
*starts singing themetune and skipping on rainbows* 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   18 May 2011   120068  
@SoulLostAndFound 
MY LITTLE PONY MY LITTLE PONY
YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEAAAAAARTTTTTTTTT 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   18 May 2011   981026  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Jazz hands  
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   18 May 2011   647916  
@SoulLostAndFound 
OMG CAREBEARS!  <3 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   18 May 2011   138297  
@Retro_Rainbows 
"And they all got zapped by a carebear stare......
THIS IS THE ULTIMATE SHOWDOWN....." 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   18 May 2011   194480  
@SoulLostAndFound 
LMAOOO<3 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   18 May 2011   375697  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Ahem, sorry ^^ 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   18 May 2011   582058  
@SoulLostAndFound 
For what? C: 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   18 May 2011   169038  
@Retro_Rainbows 
My crappy rendition of the Ultimate Showdown  
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   18 May 2011   982451  
@SoulLostAndFound 
It's fine, and NOT CRAP! Cx 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   18 May 2011   718824  
@Retro_Rainbows 
XD
It so is!! 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   18 May 2011   506441  
@SoulLostAndFound 
Shhh, it's not! xDDD 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   18 May 2011   221997  
@Retro_Rainbows 
We is so cool  
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   18 May 2011   140340  
@SoulLostAndFound 
Ennit! :P 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   18 May 2011   621708  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Mad Hatter = love!!!!
"You're terribly late you know!  .......Naughty!" 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   18 May 2011   933260  
@SoulLostAndFound 
Naughty indeed....;P 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   18 May 2011   101682  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Johnny Depp = Win  
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   18 May 2011   870747  
@SoulLostAndFound 
YESSSSSS 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   18 May 2011   468101  
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   18 May 2011   320297  
@SoulLostAndFound 
SNAPE. <3 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   18 May 2011   687997  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Snape.... Snape... Severus Snape
DUMBLEDORE!!!!! 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   18 May 2011   911401  
@SoulLostAndFound 
Ron, Ron, Ron Weasley...
Hermione, Hermione. Hermione, Hermione, Hermione
HARRY POTTER HARRY POTTER, OOH
HARRY POTTER HARRY POTTER, THAT'S ME! 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   18 May 2011   203051  
@Retro_Rainbows 
SNAPE HARRY SNAPE HARRY SNAPE HARRY SNAPE HARRY
DDUUMMBBLLEEDDOORREE!!!
Heeeeerrrrrmione xD 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   19 May 2011   722536  
@SoulLostAndFound 
SINGING A SONG
ALL DAY LONG
AT HOOOGWARTS!
"Oh look, I found the source of the ticking- it's a pipe bomb!"
"YAAAAAAAAAAAY!"
BOOM! 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   19 May 2011   144472  
@Retro_Rainbows 
BWAHAHAHA!!!
*tap tap tap tap*
Voldemort Voldemort OOH Voldy-Voldy-Voldy VOLDEMORT!!! 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   19 May 2011   477281  
@SoulLostAndFound 
BEST BIT. <3 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   19 May 2011   537826  
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   20 May 2011   286967  
@SoulLostAndFound 
LOL,
Wizard Swears... :L 
 
cutie779 says:   20 May 2011   360598  
as wierd as it may sound.... u guys should staart tlkin in public
more often.... it was fun readin the string of comments 
 
cutie779 says:   20 May 2011   385438  
o yeah... d poem's great too!!!
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   20 May 2011   861013  
@cutie779 
HAha!! Have you been eavesdropping?! O.o But thanks!

@Retro_Rainbows 
WIN!!! 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   20 May 2011   880959  
@cutie779 
xD Thanks, I think?
@SoulLostAndFound 
"Cauldron bum!" 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   20 May 2011   455186  
@Retro_Rainbows 
"Angst.... angst..... angst....." 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   20 May 2011   226373  
@SoulLostAndFound 
"Moustache buddies!"
xD
I might go to sleep nowww 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   20 May 2011   728260  
@Retro_Rainbows 
HEhe, same...
Although I feel like a rebel for staying up till midnight xD 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   20 May 2011   895092  
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   20 May 2011   167222  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Hehe, I figured the later I stay up, the later I'll wake, which means
I might not be able to go for a run xd 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   21 May 2011   402596  
@SoulLostAndFound 
You go running? Healthy little betch. D; 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   21 May 2011   806621  
@Retro_Rainbows 
HAha!! *star jumps*  
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   21 May 2011   825012  
@SoulLostAndFound 
*sits on the settee and eats crisps.* xD
I'd better reply on the RP, I completely forgot!!! 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   21 May 2011   764412  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Mind if I join you there?! 
HAha!! I don't mind ^^ 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   21 May 2011   845194  
@SoulLostAndFound 
There's always room, ahahah! xD
Okay, I just logged in, heh, I was messing about on oekaki. x] 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   21 May 2011   686939  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Woo!!! HARRY POTTER/DISNEY MARATHON, HERE WE COME!
Oekaki is fun for messing around on ^^ 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   21 May 2011   434570  
@SoulLostAndFound 
YEAHHHH! <3
Ikr? I've been on it for hours, and I don't even like the result. I'll
message it to 'ya, if you like! ~ 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says:   21 May 2011   240263  
@Retro_Rainbows 
Please :D
I can't draw on the PC at the moment because of my stupid tablet D': 
 
‹harvestmoon♥› says:   21 May 2011   875656  
@SoulLostAndFound 
B'awwww! D':
Okay, I'll screenshot it now. ~ 
 
‹Find.The.Man.Behind.The.Monster› says :   21 May 2011   107275  
@Retro_Rainbows 
IKR?!~
Cheers  
 

 
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