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17 of April. Subject; spring.Category: The Life of Bethy
Sunday, 17 April 2011
11:39:46 AM (GMT)
Now, I'm not a normal person at heart, infact, I'm the opposite. But something that
does make me all cheerful and happy is the spring. I have no idea as to why this is
either, I mean, even I find it odd.. 

But I like the fact that one day, after waiting so long to see a glimpse of life in
my cold and barren garden, I saw a small daffodil growing. To me, seeing that small
flower struggling to grow reminded me of myself and how much I struggle to achieve my
dream. Which in turn made me wonder if I helped that tiny daffodil, maybe one day
someone would help me.

So, in the morning, I slipped outside the backdoor, with a long T-shirt on, and I dug
the daffodil up. It sounds silly to think of me, a small girl with blood on her leg
digging in a garden at 6 in the morning, but I was fixated with the idea that I
needed to help this flower. So I put it in a pot, placed it in my window and hoped
that it might grow.

It did.
And in the time it's been here the urge to hurt and cut myself hasn't been that bad.

And that's why I like the spring.

‹Tama_♦› says:   3 May 2011   593462  
That's so beautiful :'>
I'm serious though, it's a lovely thought~
‹BethyBaisemain› says:   3 May 2011   284392  
They were just my thoughts at the time 
It's a shame my mum threw the doffodil away  
‹Tama_♦› says:   3 May 2011   298031  
Oh no D8
That's sad  
‹BethyBaisemain› says:   3 May 2011   354552  
It is :/
My cutting has started up again.. 
‹Tama_♦› says:   3 May 2011   904322  
When/why do you normally cut...? (don't answer if you don't want to,
by the way^^') 
‹BethyBaisemain› says :   3 May 2011   927295  
Because of family/school stress 
I'll answer dw


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