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Thursday, 1 April 2010
12:40:13 AM (GMT)
Somedays I wish i was somebody else. Getting so tired of being myself, so tired of
the days when all you want is to cry cause there is nobody left at your side. No one
beleives you when you say  your fed up, when you feel like you've really had enough.
The times you just want to fade away, and never live to see another day. I always say
to look on the brightside, but what happens when there's no brightside left. What
happens when your too depressed? When getting high isn't enough, is that when you
feel like giving up? When there is nothing left to sooth the pain, when you are the
only one left to blame. When you have a razor with a red blood stain. When you feel
like suicide is the only way. But you never know how long the drought will last,
living everyday won't always be a task. When you feel like giving up, when you feel
like the pain is way to much. Look up to the sky, look around at the beauty before
your eyes. Would you really want to leave this behind?the friends you've made and
promised you'd protect til the end of time. What good are you going to do for them
dead? How will they feel when they find you hanging by a thread? No matter what
there's always someone left.beleive me Hun your not better off dead. You may feel
useless now but the feelin will pass. God has sent us our own little path, our yellow
brick road to lead us where we need to go, which may be filled with twists and turns,
but in the end it's worth the hurt.

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