Thursday, 15 October 2009
08:10:38 AM (GMT)
Stats are still the same.
Yesterday, I thought I counldn't do it.
There were small cookies in front of me.
I helped myself to 6.
I texted Jodi to tell her I'm giving up.
She told me no, I couldn't.
We're even now because she had Wendy's.
Today, during lunch
we go to the bathroom and cut our hips with
we deserve it for being weaklings.
I also noticed that during dance class,
I wanted to throw up.
I haven't eaten anything
(this happened before the cookies)
I didn't feel good, yet,
I focused on dancing,
because I need to work harder
now that I can lose weight with the help there too.
I went to the store and I saw vegetable juice.
0 calories, 0 fat.
It's soo nasty but being pretty is
I'm living off vegetable juice and water now.
If I start to feel weak,
I'll chew on ice.
If I'm hungry,
I'll look in the mirror.
I'm about to start day 3.
I can do it.