Sunday, 30 August 2009
04:25:11 AM (GMT)
how do you break up with an online girlfriend?
first of all, i'd never intended to have one, i always though that these long
distance cyber relationships are plain stupid.
but here comes this girl changing my mind.
now though, i met someone.
someone who can actually hold me.
she's a friend of a friend, and we grew so close during two nights.
she's not as beautiful as the online girl, if i put my guyfriends to choose, they'd
pick the one on here. 'cause she's prettier.
but this girl i met, i see the fucking rainbow in her eyes.
she held me last night, all through the cold, cold night.
it was never said out loud, nothing was. except from that mutual friend of ours, he
said "gee, you're so homooo".
"nooo, pansexual" i said.
"yeah, well yeah. i'm quite homo" she said.
she never said that she likes me.
i never said that i like her.
but she held me last night.
neck. i felt her tongue. it was warm. and wet.
i moaned. and she chuckled.
neither of us said anything. but we both know,
that we want each other.
this makes me a cheater.
i should hate myself.