Monday, 20 July 2009
11:50:03 PM (GMT)
“Ah so its dark Mitsune”
he says, familiar with this side of her that I did not know
“She can entrap any guy with just her penetrating gaze,” ……..
“The eyes she has the expression is beautiful its like a gentle loving terrifying
hate gently hiding a mysterious passion like for one you love. Her eyes Mitsune’s
that is represent her heart … so dark on the outside a shining innocent light that
is shown only at certain angles .. “beauty in the darkness” is what they used to
call her ….. but no more I guess she can no longer hate the things in this
Huh? Just who is this joker?!?!?!
“Fufufufufufu,” giggles Mitsune sinisterly in the background “Tahoe you
obviously do not know me enough, just like everyone else you fall for the bait fake
eyes, like glass,” she smiles and her eyes grow darker blacker like she does not
have a heart not even a space for one to grow only darkness. “nobody knows anything
of me they have not felt my tears nor have been enveloped in my love because I have
none, no tears to shed nor love to give.”
“Mitsune, Oh,” Says Kitsugi, completely believing me.
Tahoe only sniggers at himself self pity self ate contempt for me I do don’t know
probably all three
“Don’t believe me try to understand, FIGHT! Please!” I scream in my head
“help me,” Tahoe and Kitsugi look at me hearing my meek voice in the silence that
had doused the walls from my lies. “Ah I said that out loud didn’t I?” I
realise in my heart.
I walk away slowly I decide no to run it is not the time. They do not follow, their
gazes do not even watch me leave, slowly my own way.
Click goes the door, slowly, painfully. I did not say one word to her cry for help
why? Why am I not running after her wanting to help desperate to see he smile do I
not want to help her do I not love her. Why am I not running why isn’t he?
“Probably because she didn’t run either, she is pulling us into her pace,”
“wha-,” I stammer. Me? Tahoe? Lost for words because of this commoner?
“ha-ha so we were thinking the same thing,”
“Ah except why did she walk?”
Oh. Silence he doesn’t know then I thought so heh.
“Mitsune was most likely thinking how she didn’t want to be like the characters
in her books never running from anything,” a smile crosses his face “I guess she
hate clichés to the end hey?” he starts laughing at it at what just happened at
Mitsune this commoner cannot do such things! What the hell is this guy thinking?!?!
------what he is thinking (shame, self hatred about laughing and her request for
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