Sunday, 24 May 2009
03:00:57 PM (GMT)
I can't give him everything he desires.
I can't give him a drug to make him higher.
I can't conjure diamonds.
I can't Fight of lions
I can't inovoke a lifless body.
I cant Evoke a live one.
I wouldn't call him Cowan.
I wouldn't dare try.
I wouldnt hurt him physicaly.
If I hut him emotionaly.
I'd be the one to cry.
I can't do his homework no matter how badly I want to.
I can't pass his classes for him. I wish that wasnt true >_>
There's a lot I can't do
But damn it I can hope to make him happy...
I would do anything for him.
Though I've probably ruined it now...
I've probably ruined it now...
It's all alright though because...
for now untill I get that call he's still mine...
And when that call comes in...
When it comes...
I'll be the one to take it all in.
I won't fight back.
I won't beg please.
I'll just cry and ask...
"Did I make you happy?"
And if hte answer is yes my friend.
I will be happy untill the end.
But if the answer should stray from the path
Then here I'll remain crying and sad...
I like him enough.
That's all that can be said.
I don't believe in love.
But this one I would wed.
It's my fault for beng blind.
I promised myself I wouldnt be like the other girls.
I wouldn't be all about the guy.
But it's so hard.
I never thought a man could fill this gap in my heart.
Forever he will stay there untill the right one comes along.
I have room in my heart for one more love song.
and it will be used for him.
untill that call Matt is mine.