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Sunday, 17 August 2008
03:27:39 AM (GMT)
Sometimes I just want to take something and wash this pain away..Even if only for a little while..I'm tired of crying..I'm tired of lying..Saying everything is okay when in fact, it's not..I'm tired of having to put a smile on my face for everyone..I'm sorry I can't be perfect..I'm sorry I'm not what you want..I'm sorry I'm not who you thought I were..I'm sorry I'm a disappointment..I tried..But it's not who I am..I can't be that person everyone wants or expects..I can only be me..Whoever that is..Because frankly, I don't know myself..I try not to feel this way..But I can't help it..I only hope it doesn't get worse.. I wish I had someone who would tell me everything would be okay..I wish I had someone I could talk to..Really talk to..Not a therapist..Not my mom..Not my sister..But a friend..Someone who's not listening to me just because they feel like they have to..Or because it's their job..But because they want to..Because they honestly, genuinely want to..I wish I had someone here for me..I wish I had someone to be there for..But maybe that's just too much to ask for..I wish I had someone to tell things to..Someone who wouldn't judge me for the things I do..have done..and will do..Someone to like me for the way I am..Someone who wouldn't try and change me..Because I would never try to change them..But again..Maybe that's too much to ask for.. I want to be someone who people turn to..Someone who people can talk to..Someone who will be there to listen to them..Or someone to just be there for them when they need someone the most..Or even when they need no one at all..And if they needed someone to talk to..I'd stay up at any hour of the day or night and do that..I would sacrifice getting sleeping if someone needed me..Or just needed someone to talk to..Just because that's the kind of friend that I want to be..Can be..And will be..I want to be the person people can tell things to..I won't judge them for anything..Not for things they have done, do, and will do..I will be honest with them..I will be that person they can trust.
Last edited: 18 August 2008

Aranee says:   17 August 2008   965592  
i m just saying hi.
if it makes yuu feel better
‹The Pursuit of Happiness› says:   17 August 2008   413438  
a big happy yello hello

is coming you way :D
‹Canadian Wolf› says :   17 August 2008   219377  
That was amazing I loved that.  I would love to be someone like that
for you.


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