Saturday, 16 June 2007
03:24:57 PM (GMT)
Sometimes when I begin to think.....
I think that everybody once in a while feels weird and unwelcome.
Wants to be someone else or somewhere else.
I know it sounds kinda lame but still I come to think about it ofthen.
I am a girl who really is insecure. If I would ask people in my class and people
around me they would probably disagree.
I bet that they would say i am the happies person in the world, thats the person
people take me for.
I feel like everything is wrong with me. I just want to be somebode else
I have this amazing friend its pretty much the only friend I have but still.
She makes me feel good about myself. She's the only one in the world who does.
Sometimes I feel guilty for being like unfriendly against her. I don't really meen to
She meens the world to mee.
This fall i'm about to go confirmation. I don't want to but my hole family beleives
I can't really say I don't beleive. I grew up with it.
My mum and dad would get verry upset if i didn't.
I have a brother and a sister and both went confirmation.
I feel like i'm pretty hard pushed......
A few days ago a began to read this book Ive ment to read for a kinda long time.
I really liked it. Don't really know why i'm writing this
I don't want you guys to think i am someone who just think she has the biggest
problems in the world and just goes around depreesed
Because that's not really me. and i too get botherd by people who's felling sorry for
them seelfs or the people that thinks they're so much better than the others.
The world is weird........
I just can't get it.