Thursday, 19 April 2007
11:54:37 PM (GMT)
All my friends are perfect!! they have such nice bodies.......y'know skinny and
muscles and stuff.......unlike me of course. I'm over weight. I know I am, but no
others agree. I AM!!! its the truth and you know it! Sometimes I'll think "oh
....I'm not that fat" but in reality I am.......I try not to think about it but its
hard.....y'know....I think everyone is going to see me and look @ me and talk about
how fat I am ........but they dont.......at least sum of them.......and I'm not doing
this for attention!!! Why would anyone call themselves fat for attention?! Thats
stupid........I'm on this "diet" with my mom but its pretty much just healthy
eating.......I can only eat things that have 10 carbs or less in it......my mom
didn't make me do this with her......we just wanted to do it together so don't try to
say "oh....well if you think your so fat than why don't you go on a diet or sumthin?"
I TRY!!!. People say I'm not fat but they're just trying to make me feel better.
Margot, Shaina, Kathryn and Kasey are my 4 best friends......they're allllllll
skinny and muscular and.......Perfect.......so if you guys are possibly reading
this.....DON'T DENY IT!!!
all I wanna know is Why me? why did it have to be me?
No afence but my friend Kasey kind of makes me feel bad a bit cause she's really
really skinny and has sooo much muscles she told me 1 day "Becky I wish I could be
fat, well i wish I could be like you Bex" when she said that I almost burst!! I
know i'm "heavy" but for sum1 to say it to your face.......that hurts........thanx
Well thats all oh and if sum1 writes a comment on here saying sumthin like "your
not fat" than I'm going to delete it
Last edited: 19 April 2007