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Why me?Category: (general)
Thursday, 19 April 2007
07:54:37 PM (GMT)
Why me?

All my friends are perfect!!   they have such nice bodies.......y'know skinny and
muscles and stuff.......unlike me of course. I'm over weight. I know I am, but no
others agree. I AM!!!  its the truth and you know it! Sometimes I'll think "oh
....I'm not that fat" but in reality I am.......I try not to think about it but its
hard.....y'know....I think everyone is going to see me and look @ me and talk about
how fat I am ........but they dont.......at least sum of them.......and I'm not doing
this for attention!!!  Why would anyone call themselves fat for attention?! Thats
stupid........I'm on this "diet" with my mom but its pretty much just healthy
eating.......I can only eat things that have 10 carbs or less in it......my mom
didn't make me do this with her......we just wanted to do it together so don't try to
say "oh....well if you think your so fat than why don't you go on a diet or sumthin?"
I TRY!!!. People say I'm not fat but they're just trying to make me feel better.
Margot, Shaina, Kathryn and Kasey are my 4 best friends......they're allllllll 
skinny and muscular and.......Perfect.......so if you guys are possibly reading
this.....DON'T DENY IT!!!

all I wanna know is   Why me?       why did it have to be me?

No afence but my friend Kasey kind of makes me feel bad a bit cause she's really
really skinny and has sooo much muscles she told me 1 day "Becky I wish I could be
fat, well i wish I could be like you Bex"     when she said that I almost burst!!  I
know i'm "heavy" but for sum1 to say it to your face.......that hurts........thanx

Well thats all    oh and if sum1 writes a comment on here saying sumthin like "your
not fat"   than I'm going to delete it
Last edited: 19 April 2007

Bernie says:   19 April 2007   796557  
cheese_toast im over weight too. my bff is SOOOOOO skinny. shes
naturally like that. it may be that ur just naturally chubby. dont be
sad about not being perfect.
cheese_toast says:   19 April 2007   519762  
thanx Bernie.......I guess your right.......I mean....like what you
see is what you get right?
Pea_pod_bunny says:   19 April 2007   355242  
I think that I'm fat, too. I mean not overweight, but fat. So don't
feel bad. We all feel that way sometime or anoghter.
freestyle13 says:   19 April 2007   564259  
I know how you feel all my friends are like toothpicks and then
theres me.
i'm not exactly small
cheese_toast says:   1 May 2007   466223  
thanx you guys
cheese_toast says:   1 May 2007   522383  
but I don't think I'm like really overweight but I'm definetly NOT
Roxanne_04 shouts:   1 May 2007   148914  
cheese_toast shouts:   1 May 2007   753839  
soccer_lover_22 says :   29 June 2007   432955  
oh my god i know how u feel 
but just remember that noboby is perfect we all have our flaws 
take the people on t.v. 
they don't really look like that!! lol


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