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this sad story of my lifeCategory: shamari nichole mackey
Saturday, 13 January 2007
10:36:07 PM (GMT)
MY LIFE IS HORRIBLE I FEEL LIKE MY MOM DOESNT EVEN LOVE ME I FEEL LIKE IM EXTINCT TO
HER I FEEL LIKE IM A MISTKE LIKE I WAS NEVER SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN SHE TREATS ME LIKE
DIRT LIKE I DONT EVEN MATTER TO HER ALL SHE CARES ABOUT IS HER SELF AND HER BOI
FRIEND AND I KNOW THATS TRUE I HAVE TO BEG FOR LUNCH MONEY FROM OTHER PEOPLE SHE WONT
EVEN SPEND TIME WITH ME. I THOUGHT THAT I HAD IT GOOD FOR A SECONG BUT I DONT I FEEL
LIKE MY BEST FRIEND CHARLOTTE AND HER MOM ARE MY ONLY FAMILY THAT I HAVE SHE DOESNT
EVEN CARE BOUT ME GETTING HURT OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT. I FEEL AS IF AT TIMES I WANNA
RUN AWAY FROM HOME AND NEVER COME BACK THE LIFE I LIVE AS I CALL IT HELL AND MY
MEANIG OF HELL IS : MY HOUSE MY LIFE MY FAMILY. NO BODY IN MY FAMILY LISTENS TO ME
THAY ALWAYS SAY WHO YA I KNOW BUT THEY REALLY DONT AND THE THING THAT HURTS ME THE
MOST IS MY MOM DISSING ME ALL THE TIME SAYING OH YA SHES NOT GOING TO COLLEGE SHES
GOING TO FLUNK SHES NOT ANY GOOD AT ANYTHING. AND THE ONLY TIME SHE SAYS I LOVE YOU
IS WHEN SHE DRUNK EVEN THOUGH IM NOT I FEEL LIKE AN ORPHAN MUS SITITNG THERE ALONE IN
DARKENESS SHE DOESNT EVEN COURAGE ME TO DO WHAT I DO I LOVE TO WRITE POETRY AND SHE
ALWAYZ SAYS THAT I COPIED IT FROM SOME WHERE AND I DONT SHE DOESNT LISTEN TO ME WHEN
I SAY THAT YOU CAN GO TO JAIL FOR COPYING SOME BODY ELSES WORK OF THE COMPUTER OR OUT
OF A BOOK. AND THE SECOND THING I HATE THE MOST IS SHE JUDGES ME BECAUSE IM PUNK AND
SHE THINKS IM GOTHIC SHE ALWAYS TELLS ME IM NOT JUDGING YOU AND I SAY YES YOU ARE YOU
ALWAYS DO IM NOT A BOOK COVER I DONT WANT TO BE JUDGED OF WHO OT WHAT I AM I CAN
NEVER JUST BE SHAMARI NICHOLE MACKEY I ALWAYS HAVE TO BE LIKE MY AUNT OR LIKE SOME
BODY ELSE SHE DOESNT UNDER STAND THAT BEING YOUR SELF IS GOOD BECAUSE YOU CAN NEVER
FIND ANYBODY LIKE YOURSELF IM THE ONLY SHAMARI NICHOLE MACKEY WHO LOVES TO BE WHO SHE
IS WHILE EVERYBODY ELSE IS COPYING THESE SUPERSTARS OR BRITIANY SPEAR OR THE LATEST
TRENDS I JUST WANNA BE ME I HAVE MY OWN STYLE WEARING DRESSES WITH PANTS THATS
SHAMARIS STYLE THATS THE STYLE I LOVE TO WEAR ITS MY OWN DESIGN I LOVE I WEAR IT. AND
PEOPLE ALWAYS TELL ME OH LOOK THATS UGLY DONT WEAR THAT TO SCHOOL ANYMORE THATS UGLY
AND I JUST LOOK AT THEM AND SAY WELL IF YOU THINK ITS UGLY WHY DO YOU KEEP ON LOOKING
AT IT DONT SAY ANYTHING TO ME IF YOU HAVE NOTHING NICE TO SAY.AND THE SAD PART ABOUT
MY LIFE IS THAT I HAVE TWO DADS AND I DONT KNOW WHICH ONE IS MY REAL DAD OR NOT ONE
HAS TWO MORE DAUGHTERS AND THE OTHER HAS ONE AND THATS ME REALLY I DONT WANT A DAD IF
I CANT FIND MY TRUE BLOOD FATHER THEN I DONT WANT ONE THEN. WELL THIS IS NOT EVEN
HALF OF MY LIFE.SO ILL WRITE SOME MORE LATER K BYE.

Comments 
panda says:   13 January 2007   481752  
wow. that is bad my life is the same as yours. do you want to be my
friend?
Pansky says:   13 January 2007   231473  
omg i am so sorry wat if u tell u mom how she is being??then maybe
she will listen and be better too. i am so sorrry want to be friends
and u can talk to me if u need someone to talk to ok!!
queenfab says :   14 January 2007   236571  
you're mother doesn't love you?
of course she does!
maybe she's just busy and stuff.

 
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