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i am outstanding at nothing but i am good at eveythingCategory: (general)
Wednesday, 8 December 2010
07:30:04 PM (GMT)
So i guess i havent written in a while sorry about that my self...iv been busy and i guess i havent really wanted to acknowlage the fact that im going down hill, maybe i thoguht that if i ignored it for long enough it would cease to exist. well it hasnt i have gone fomr bad to worse. Basically my emotionas and behavior have been so volitle and uncontrolable that im loosing it. I dont even know even my friends think its weird and i cant stop myself its like my logic is levaing me and its scarey. iv allways relied on my mind to keep me centered and slightly balanced but thats leaving. In an attempt to get eveything back to normal i also went back to my razor blades...but they woudlnt cut deep enough so i got a box cutter.....yesterday i thoguht i severed a vein becuase i bled though two ace bandages and like 20 bandaids o well it didnt cause im not dead form blood lose. this is bad becuase i said i would stop i recognize that cutting myself isnt healthy but i
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Last edited: 8 December 2010


maybe im finally loosing my sanity: (naw insanity is too good for me)Category: (general)
Monday, 23 August 2010
08:02:38 PM (GMT)
well im loosing it once again im so sick and tired of my friends they wine and fight it makes me want to take flight away form this place away form it all i dont really even want to be at the mall not to groan, complain or wallow im just feeling incredibly hollow im done asking for people to understand i think i prefer the feel of burning sand to all the lies and sympahty comming at me
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Last edited: 23 August 2010


NeedCategory: (general)
Wednesday, 21 April 2010
05:39:28 PM (GMT)
Every one has a need of thier own and some way to deal with it: I need my razor i need my books i need by exercise i dont need your looks I want manyt things some real some not i dont want love kindness
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Last edited: 22 April 2010


Survey thingy mabob hahahahahhahaCategory: (general)
Wednesday, 31 March 2010
02:05:04 AM (GMT)
well i decided to make one of theses things cause i am board hahahah XD if u fill it out i might luv you forever or give you a cookie XD 1. I died: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. You found out I was married: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I refused to leave my home: 8. I got into a fight while you were there:
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Last edited: 22 April 2010


I HATE EVERYTHINGCategory: (general)
Thursday, 25 March 2010
07:37:17 PM (GMT)
i hate the way you look at me i hate the way you refuse to be I hate the sky the sun the moon I hate your snear and the way you croon I dont know why i hatre it all maybe this animosity is my only call I hate my razor I hate my blood I hate the way its like a flood It breaks free form its damn whenevr i return God i wish I could just burn Im not pretty, nice, or fun
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Last edited: 25 March 2010


RANT : i will add things to rant aboutCategory: (general)
Tuesday, 23 March 2010
09:22:39 PM (GMT)
I HATE MOST FUCKING FEMALES!!!! THEY ARE REDICULOUS ITS LIEK CHILL
SERIOSULY...ARRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG PERMANAENT PMS MUCH
NOT TO MENTION ITS LIEK GODDESS TAKE A CHILL PILL I WASNT BEING BITCHEY I WAS
SPEAKING THE TRUTH NOT MY FAULT YOU CNAT HANDEL IT 
GRRRRRRRRR MAKES MEEEE SOOO IRITABLE AND IM PRETTY DIFFICULT TO IRRITATE AHHAHAHA xd
Last edited: 23 March 2010


lets watch this city burnCategory: (general)
Friday, 19 March 2010
12:41:14 AM (GMT)
i want to see the flames burn it all up the wolrd is nothing more that rubble in a cup please im so sick inside im finnaly finding out , theres no where for me to hide they all stare at the ashes in my hair i feel no pain so i dont care this city in which i roam has really never felt like home i dont belong with anyone oplaying with the fire is my only source of fun spit in my face, call me a freak you can even slap my cheek
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Last edited: 23 March 2010





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